urge // jeongchan | ✓

eleven

(a/n: hehe get ready to uwu)

it's been a week since the soda incident, and nothing else has really occurred between the two. they hadn't even worked on their project after school for the seven days. jeongin and chan only saw eachother at lunch, and jeongin sat with jisung instead of chan.

they weren't mad at eachother or anything. it was quite the opposite, actually. for some reason, they just hadn't had the time for hanging out together. jeongin was desperate to cuddle with chan again, and even though he would never admit it, chan really would like to cuddle the braced boy too.

after school, jeongin was tired of having no cuddles from chan. he went up to the senior while he was at his locker and requested that he come over so they can work on their project, even if jeongin's intentions were only to cuddle.

the older, of course, accepted immediately. chan was anticipating jeongin to come and ask him to come over, as he didn't want to come on too strong and ask the younger himself.

they walked to jeongin's house together. a comfortable silence surrounded them the whole way, except when jeongin pointed out a rabbit or bird in the grass.

chan smiled to himself as they arrived at the younger's house, the two boys immediately walking up jeongin's sidewalk so they could get something to drink. it was the beginning of february, and the two boys were cold. chan and jeongin could really go for some hot chocolate right now.

when they entered the house, chan immediately told jeongin to go upstairs and change while he made them both hot chocolate. he remembers seeing hot chocolate packets next to the oreos from the time he met jeongin's mother.

chan grabbed the packets and heated up some milk, mixing them with a small spoon. he heard jeongin's feet touch the floor with a soft thud as he finished mixing the cocoa.

jeongin was wearing high waisted blue shorts that came down to the middle part of his thighs and a white hello kitty sweater, along with a pair of simple white thigh-highs.

chan choked and began to question his sanity, wondering if he would really survive the day. he walked over to jeongin and handed him a mug that was shaped like a cat of hot chocolate.

"hey, look," chan pointed at the mug and then at jeongin's shirt, "both cats. nice coincidence, huh?" jeongin smiled and nodded at his hyung, going to sit down on his plush couch. chan sat down next to jeongin, the younger immediately leaned into chan's shoulder.

they had put on a random channel on the tv even though they weren't paying attention to it. chan moved his gaze from the tv to jeongin's face, softly smiling at the adorable younger.

jeongin turned his head to face chan, too, and they made eye contact for a split second.

"hey, 'innie," chan couldn't bring himself to move his head away from the gorgeous boy infront of him.

"hm?"

"can i kiss you?"

jeongin turned bright red along with the other. chan had absolutely no idea why he said that. he thinks it's weird, awkward, and downright stupid.

the braced-boy, though, just nodded and turned his head so chan could kiss his cheek.

"on your lips, silly"

at this point, jeongin was redder than  a tomato. in all honesty, he didn't expect that or anything remotely like it to come from chan.

still, he nodded his head again. he was hesitant, though, which worried chan.

"what? it's okay if you don't want to, you know." his voice trailed off, barely audible. he was trying to comfort the younger, not scare him away.

"that's not it, hyungie." jeongin paused, looking around awkwardly. "it's just that- i've never really, i guess, kissed anyone before, so.." chan just giggled at jeongin's innocence.

"okay, i won't kiss you then. you probably want it to be special, right?" the other gasped and shook his head over and over again.

"no! you are special to me. i want you to be my first kiss, i really do! i just, don't want it to be bad." he apologized to chan, eyes dropping to look at the carpeted floor beneath his socked feet.

suddenly, jeongin felt chan's fingers lifting up his chin. their lips connected for a brief moment, the older quickly retracting before giving jeongin another kiss.

this time, it was longer. it was soft and full of pure feelings, making both boys feel warm and fuzzy in the pits of their stomachs. reluctantly, they broke apart, taking a small breath.

"are you sure you've never kissed anyone?"

"hyungie! stop that!"

the rest of the day was filled with cuddles in jeongin's bed and kisses on cheeks and foreheads. chan didn't kiss jeongin on the lips again, as the two cherished it as an intimate action.