Path | Dramione

n i n e t e e n

-Hermione Granger-

"Wake upppp" is the first thing I wake up to. Great start to the morning, note the sarcasm.

"Shut up" I groan and turn away from Draco.

"I want to go out and eat" he says, shaking me again. I groan and try and pull the blankets up to my face but he pulls them away, completely off my body.

I gasp and curl my legs up into my chest, hugging my legs.

"You're really skinny" Draco says, poking at my side. "Like unnaturally skinny"

"I'm fine" I say softly, still tired.

"No you need to eat"

"This isn't you're first time seeing me half naked. And I have a perfectly good diet" I roll back to my left side so I can face him.

"Um are you sure. Because I see your very defined ribs"

I furrow my eyebrows and he purses his lips, pulling my legs and arms away from my stomach and chest.

He looks over my body and shakes his head. "When's the last time you ate?"

"I um-" I sigh and close my mouth. "I actually don't know" I mumble quietly.

"Why haven't you been eating?"

I shrug and sit up, grabbing the blankets so I can cover my body again, feeling self conscious now.

"I guess I have been distracted?" I shrug and I hear Draco scoff.

"You can't be so distracted that you forget to eat"

I bite my bottom lip and hug my legs closer to my body as the blanket covers them.

"I was doing what my sister did..." I start and look at Draco who has a concerned look on his face. "Relax, I'm not going to kill myself" he visibly relaxes and I continue. "Before my sister killed herself, she stopped eating. Only drinking water..." I stop again, reliving the painful memories. I should have seen the signs but I just didn't. "She did it for about a week. She would eat maybe one small meal every 2 days, just so she could function."

"So you feel like you need to do it?"

"Yeah" I say and fidget with the sheets. "A week before hear death date I start doing it. And after it passes I go back to my regular eating routines."

"You don't have to do that, Love" Draco grabs my hand and I look up at him. "It isn't your fault that she is dead"

"I feel like I could have saved her Draco!" I tremble, slightly raising my voice. "She told me stuff but I just over looked it all, I am an idiot"

"No" Draco grabs my chin and forces me to look into his eyes. "You're not an idiot, you're brilliant and an amazing sister from what I have heard, just because you didn't seen the signs that you now know doesn't mean you're anything less then the best"

I smile sadly at him and hug him in a matter of milli seconds.

"Thank you"

He stays quiet as we hug and I compose myself once more.

"I just have two more days and I'll be back to my normal diet, I promise Draco" I promise softly as I breath in the sweet scent that is slightly hinted with booze and smoke, making it bitter.

"Let's take a shower and then go out for breakfast" Draco sad as he picks me up and starts to take me to he bathroom. 

"Draco..."

"You don't remember the last time you ate so you're going to eat." He instructs me as he sets me on  the counter. His hands travel to the back of my bra and he unclasps it, throwing it to the ground.

I peck Draco's lips and he smiles, picking me back off the counter and setting me on the ground.

"Take off your panties" Draco instructs me as he turns and walks to the shower, turning it on.

I drop my underwear next to my bra and walk to Draco, I pull at his  sweat pants as he turn around to face me.

"So pretty" I hear Draco murmur as he looks down at me. I smile shyly and he brushes a price of hair behind my ear. "Into the shower Darling" Draco steps off to the side so I can walk into the shower.

I look at him and he winks at me as I walk in. He joins me after a couple seconds and he hugs me from behind.

We stand together for awhile, just letting the water beam down on us before we start to get cleaned up.

Short and Kind of fluffy but I didn't really know what to do for this chapter, and I have been working on it for five days.