Path | Dramione

f i f t y f o u r

-Hermione Granger-

I pull out my phone, barely able to read anything on it from the tears that are clogging and blurring my vision.

I try to type a text to Julian but fail so I end up just calling him.

"Hey" He says in a some what tired voice.

"J-Julian" I sob out.

"Hermione?! What's wrong?! Are you ok?!"

"C-come pick me u-p please" I beg him, my voice cracking and more tears falling from my eyes.

"What happened?! Where are you!"

"He cheated on me" I say and gasp as I say it out loud.

It's really. It's really real.

I drop my phone and shove my head into my knees.

It hurts. It hurts physically. I never thought I could feel this much pain.

I pick my phone back up and Julian speaks again. "Where are you. I'm coming to pick you up."

"I'll send you m-my location."

I end the call and slowly send him my location. My vision is blurred even more then before.

I put my phone down on the ground and shove my face into my knees again and let myself cry.

Minute pass and I hear a car pull in front of me and then a familiar voice calls my name.

I stumble up from my spot and get into Julian's car.

I look at him and he frowns before pulling me into a hug.

"I'm sorry he did this to you. Im so sorry" he whispers to me.

I don't answer and he just lets me cry into his shoulder even more.

"I need to go by Dracos and get my stuff" I says and he nods before driving off.

We get to Dracos in a couple minutes and I pack two suitcases of clothes and Julian helps me carry them to his car.

Once me make it to my apartment he gets them in and by this time I'm not crying anymore. I can't.

I physically can't cry anymore.

"Do you want me to stay with you?" Julian asks me as he sets my suitcases down in my bedroom.

"No. I want to be alone. Thank you for the ride, Julian." I hug him and me hugs me back tightly.

"I'm here whenever you need me"

-one week later-

I run my hands through my messy hair and step into the shower.

I haven't talked to Draco since the night he cheated on me. I don't want to talk to him.

Everyday he blows up my phone and everyday I ignore the calls, texts, voicemails. I ignore all of it.

Pansy is supposed to be coming over today but she might bail because of whatever reason.

She's always so busy. I mean I love her but she sometimes gets on my nerves.

I wash up my body and hair quickly. I don't like showering as much as I used to. I don't like anything as much as I used to because everything reminds me of Dracos.

Brushing my teeth, getting dressed, going to sleep and waking up, taking showers, doing homework.

Everything reminds me of him. I can't go a day without thinking about him.

I love him and I want to stop loving him because if he really loved me then he wouldn't have cheated on me.

-one week later-

I hear a knock at my door and I go to open it.

Theo and Bash are coming over for a movie night do they can get my mind off of Draco when really it will just remind me of every single movie night me and Draco had. And we had a whole lot of them.

I open my door and see the person I least expected to be standing there.

"Draco" I say, a blank expression on my face.

There are dark circles under his eyes and his hair is a messy, but not in a good way. He's wearing a black shirt with black jeans. He looks like a mess.

He walks in, shuttling the door with his foot and grabbing my face roughly but carefully.

He places his lips on mine and I fight the urge to smile into the kiss.

He bloody cheated on you Hermione! Get a grip!

I huff and place my hands on his chest, pushing him away.

"Stop!" I say strongly and take a few deep, quiet breaths as I try to calm my racing heart beat. "Stop you cant just show up after what you did!" I shout and clench my fists.

"Please" he takes a step towards me but I take one back, trying to keep distance between us. He sighs and runs his hand through his hair and looks at me.

"I'm so sorry. I know that doesn't cut It but I am. I hate myself for what I did to you and I'm never going to forgive myself but I need to be with you Hermione. Without you I will lose my best friend, my soulmate, my smile, my laugh and my everything. My reason to live..." He says and steps towards me and grabs my wrists before I can move back. "You are he only thing I live for, ok. I don't know what happened that night. The only thing I can remember is you catching me and then yelling at me and running away. I don't know what I was thinking, no I wasn't even thinking. But I haven't slept for two weeks Hermione! I'm a mess without you and I need you! So please baby please come back!" He pleads me as tears start to pool in his eyes.