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-Hermione Granger-

"You talk about how hurt you are! You don't know what if feels like to be cheated on Draco! I was so in love with you and my whole future was you! And when I saw you kissing her it was like the world stoped spinning and my heart stopped beating. I wanted to throw up because it hurt so bad. You had made me promise never to cheat on you and I expected you not to cheat on me but you did. You went ahead and cheated on me with some random slag at a party. You talk about hurt and loss but you don't know what I felt." I say, tears now coming to my eyes.

Why did he have to come here. Why couldn't he have just stayed out of my life.

"Hermione I never meant to hurt you. I really never did. And I've been trying my best to be the person you deserve. That loving, caring, perfect boyfriend for this wonderful girl. Truth is Hermione, you deserve someone so much better then me but knowing that doesn't make me fall out of love with you. And I know you love me to. You can't say you don't because you still look at me the way you did the first time we said I love you."

I let a few tears slip from my eyes before yanking my hands out of his grip.

"Yes I love you!! And I hate myself for loving you because you hurt me so much! But my heart doesn't care what my mind thinks!"

"Isn't that what people say? Follow your heart!"

"The heart is a bitch Draco and so are you!" I take a deep breath and look him in the eyes. "Yes I'm in love you and yes you were once my future...but you cheated on me. I gave you everything and you cheated on me. I thought I could trust you."

"I'm trying so hard" Draco whispers, breaking down into tears now. "To live without you because I know that you'll never get back with me. But it isn't working. Every time I think about my future it comes up as you because you are my future. But then I realize how badly I've screwed up and it just makes me want to die. Because Death is better then a life without you." Dracos voice is hoarse and strained as he speaks and my heart plummets.

I want to be with him so bad but ever sense in my body is telling me not to act for my heart.

My mom has always told me to follow my heart but I feel like I'll be much happier if I didn't.

If I were to never of met Draco I could be happier.

"Please say something" Draco says and I look up at him. "I love you Hermione"

"Then stop loving me" the words spill out of my mouth before I can even think and the look on his face is heart breaking.

"I can't" He says and I realize how bad I'm in.

The emotional trench is too deep now. I'm too in love to back out of this now.

I let out a quite sob and I basically jump onto him to connect our lips.

My arms go around his neck and his go around my waist. He holds me so close that we're basically one. I could hear and feel his heart beat and I could feel his wet cheeks.

Draco picks me up by my bottom and I wrap my legs around his waist. He starts to navigate himself around my apartment and before I know it I feel my back hit my bed and Draco's shirt is off.

I bite my lip as he climbs on top of me and straddles my waist.

His hands wander over my body, following every curve. I hold back a moan as Draco's erection pokes at my core.

"Don't hold it back" Draco growls and takes ahold of the rim on my shirt. He throws it over my head and to the floor.

He slides his hands under my bra and gropes my breasts.

I bite my bottom lip and close my eyes. He watches me as I do this and I hear a growl erupt from him as I arch into him.

"I love you so much" Draco growls and his jaw clenches.

-An hour later-

"I love you so much" I whisper as he struggles to keep his eyes open.

He really hasn't been sleeping.

I brush back a couple pieces of his hair from his eyes and I smile softly at him. His head is laying on my chest and tiny droplets of sweat scatter the top of his head.

He's exhausted and what just went down between us didn't help his tiredness at all.

"Go to sleep" I tell him and he chuckles.

"Trying to be the boss now, Granger" He teases me and his eyes closed.

"No" I admit and make my way to get out of bed.

"Where are you going" Draco holds onto my waist.

"Theo and Bash should be here soon. Just sleep" I tell him and he cocks his head to the side.

"Do I have to go home then?"

"I literally just told you to go to sleep." I laugh at his loopy state. "No just stay here"

"Oh ok" he says and I kiss his forehead before getting out of bed.

I Check the time and bite my lip.

7:50. Great I have twenty minutes.

I race to get into the shower and washed before putting on a black pair of leggings and a sweatshirt.

It's late November now so it's starting to get cold. Which means I get to wear my favorite outfits now.

Right as I finish getting dressed I hear my front door open and Theos voice roars through the apartment.

"WHERES MY FAVORITE STRAIGHT PERSON!!" Theo yells and I rush out of my bedroom, careful to close it.

"Hi!" I say cheerily with a wide smile and run towards Theo and Bash. They both envelope me in a big hug and Sebastian chuckles.