✔️ Love, Boys And A Whole Lot Of Trouble (Complete)

Chapter 30: Finally Free and a Night to Remember

Prom, Prom, Prom, Prom! Honestly, I'm so excited, I have hardly slept these past few days. Prom is today! Update in case you were wondering, I'm going to prom with Alec and I'm really really excited! Even better, today is the day I get out of the hospital and you cannot imagine how hyped I am.

My mom said I needed to see a psychologist once every 2-3 weeks, it's pretty shit I guess but I'm alright with that. Hopefully, they can help me with all the unimaginable things right now. Help me get rid of that dark space, stopping me vanishing into a deep deep black hole where it is difficult to get out. Stop thinking suicidal thoughts, stop trying to hate and harm myself and instead embrace that I am loved and that I am important to so many people. That will be so good for me. I hope to never try and kill myself again.

I open my eyes, my alarm is ringing. A few weeks ago I changed it to something that would make me happy because even though it's a fragile, non-permanent phase, music really does help. It's called 'Better' by lil Yachty, and it's a bop. It really helps me when I am feeling sad and generally just makes me start the day well.

The bright light from the hospital wing is right in my eyes making me squint. Today is the day, I realise, and my face brightens up into a huge, gummy smile.

I realize life can't be perfect but I can at least try make it as great and as full of adventure as possible. I still need to pack my bag but other than that I think I can leave this place. I have already signed the discharge papers. I open my suitcase and start stuffing in some clothes, toothbrush and my other things when I hear a buzz from my phone.

Lil: Hey girl, Levi and I are waiting outside. You're probably still packing but we are here to collect you.

Me: Great, I just need to finish and I will be out in 5 minutes. I'm so excited, I love you babe xxx <3

I scan the room finally for a few seconds as memories with Alec flood back, my happy moments with Lillian and the very many movie nights. I smile a faint and soft smile as I quietly close the door. It's weird how emotionally attached I am to this place now.

I was a great few weeks here, I have to admit. There were definitely both highs and lows, but I am ready to face the world again and see what's happened over the last eternity. I grab my suitcase and my backpack and make my way down.

"Hey Amelia, I hope you have a great day and I will miss you! Have fun outside, my love" my nurse says just as I pass the office. What does she mean with that? I let it roll over my shoulder as I make my way to the big doors.

"Love you Meni, see you around hopefully." I smile back. I love her so much because when I was feeling down and no one was there to cheer me up she would always be there for me.

I smile as I open the double doors wide and I freeze on the spot. I have never seen this sight before ever, and I'm sure pretty much no one ever will have before either. I see the whole class and a few random others standing in the parking lot of the hospital. Huge banners are raised up high saying things like 'WE LOVE YOU AMELIA' and 'YOU ARE THE BEST'.

I see the whole class chanting, and they all rush towards me and surround me. The gesture is so adorable but I nearly choke. I have a lot of people crushing me.

"Get off of her hoes, you can hug her one by one!" Lillian yells over the wall of bodies.

But wow, what a welcome! I truly love these people they are too cute. One by one, they hug me and say sweet things. It's like a dream come true.

The hours to prom fade away, and the time has finally come! It's prom in only 3 hours and Lillian promised to come over and help me choose out a dress. She bought 3 for me because I couldn't do it myself (I was semi-hospitalised), but she did say they were all red or burgundy because she told Alec the colour scheme was going to be similar. Depending of the dress I choose Alec was going to find a matching tie and stuff all planned by Lillian of course. She seemed so excited which made me more excited.

I mean and also the food. Our school's prom was kinda legendary for the bomb ass food at prom.

As I was lost in thought, my brother walks into the room and hugs me so tightly I can't breath anymore.

"I love you and I don't ever want to lose you again." I feel a tear running down my cheek as I look at him, he is the best brother in the world. Even though he looks awkward and standoffish, I know he cares. I think.

"If Alec ever hurts you, I will beat him up and he won't see the light of day again." Levi says straight faced. Well damn.

"Don't forget bro, he's the one that saved my life," I mention.

"Yeah, yeah but one tip. Don't drink the punch at school it's going to be filled with vodka or some sort of booze and I want you to remember your special night I know how important it is to you," He says.

I thank him in advance, and I want to remember this special moment forever. Alec is not only my first date but it's the first time we'll be out together as an actual couple.

Just then Lilian arrives with all of my dresses and a whole makeup bag as well as another bloody suitcase with hair stuff. She came so prepared, I can't think of anything that might go wrong.

We go to my room and she starts unpacking. I walk towards the three dresses she unpacked and one draws me in immediately. It is sparkly at the top and has a pretty cutout, and it's pretty and flowy at the bottom. Honestly, the perfect dress for the perfect night nothing could go wrong now.

I'd seen my face now, it'd taken ages but Lils did it so well. We were ready. 

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WHOOP ONE LEFT MY DUDES WE MAY ACTUALLY FINISH THIS. Also, I edited this while watching Hwarang so sorry for the mistakes. I hope you enjoyed!

TNG Xx  :))