So last night was awards night. I got a few awards. Bravo won Company of the Year again, because we're amazing. Cried a lot, I think our SGM was going to cry but someone teased him and ruined the moment but he called us his kids so that's pretty awesome too. Our Major was fist bumping everyone who walked onto the stage. The drill routine was a mess, I didn't drop the rifle this year but I was obviously forgetting parts and was doing other stuff. I'm more than sure I made a fool of myself in front of the Marine Corps recruiter, because I went to him about the Marine rifle drill team and messed up the routine, but it's not like I could of made that team anyways because it's an all male team. The sad part is I came up with the routine I should know it better than anyone. And I feel like I was taking a step backwards in over coming my stage fright all because my anxiety eats me alive subconsciously. We were told in that morning Hancock is dropping the program with a vote of 4-3, Houghton may be picking it up but it's a very long process and it may not be ready in time for my senior year. So this might be the last time I get to have an awards night and I was really looking forward to walking across the stage as a senior.
