Hamilton Oneshots

Back To You ~ Mullette

[I'M SORRY I LOVE THIS SONG OOF]

(Herc's POV)

It had been three weeks since the argument. Laf thought I was seeing someone else, I had become closer with Burr recently, and he thinks/thought I was flirting with him...

Now this is an all-time low. I've been drinking everyday and at the pub at least five times per week.

I put my headphones in and scrolled through my favourite songs.

Death of the Bachelor - Panic! At the Disco

I Write Sins Not Tragedies - Panic! At the Disco

Vegas Lights - Panic! At the Disco

Believer - Imagine Dragons

Radioactive - Imagine Dragons

Me, Myself and I - G-Eazy ft. Bebe Rexha

In The Name Of Love - Bebe Rexha

Back To You - Louis Tomlinson ft. Bebe Rexha

New Rules - Dua Lipa

IDGAF - Dua Lipa

Friends - Marshmello ft. Anne-Marie

Anybody Have a Map? - DEH

Waving through a Window - DEH

For Forever - DEH

SINcerely, Me! - DEH 

[The capitalizing was intentional]

Requiem - DEH

If I Could Tell Her - DEH

Disappear - DEH

You Will Be Found - DEH

To Break In A Glove - DEH

Only Us - DEH

Good For You - DEH

Words Fail - DEH

So Big/So Small - DEH

Finale - DEH

I promptly clicked on Back To You. I related to that song mentally, physically and spiritually. I was sat alone at Alex and John's apartment so I subconsciously started singing along to it.

"I know you say you know me, know me well but these says I don't even know myself..."

I unplugged my headphones and got in the shower and to my surprise, Lafayette was in there.

[Lol, no not really] 

I turned the heat up to seven and got in.

"I always thought I'd be with someone else, I thought I would own the way I felt. Yeah..." I heard the door click, it was probably Alex and John...

"I call you but you never even answer, I tell myself I'm done with wicked games." I put some of my six-in-one shower gel on my hand.

"But then I get so numb with all the laughter, that I forget about the pain, woooah." I heard a quiet 'Hello?'

"You stress me out, you kill me, you drag me down, you fuck me up-"

"We're on ze ground, we're screaming, I don't know how to make it stop. I love it, I hate it, but I can't take it." A familiar French accent sang from behind the door.

"But I keep on comin' back to you." I muttered.

"H-H-Herc? I'm so, so sorry... Je--" He was still behind the door.

"You really think you can just crawl back to me just like that? Well, you're wrong Laf, you broke my heart and you broke me! I'm just your little boy toy! Well, not anymore. I loved you, but you didn't love me! I-I...I HATE YOU!" I turned off the shower and threw on a hoodie and jogging bottoms.

(Laf's POV)

"I'm going out, don't even think about coming to find me." And with that, the man I loved stormed out of the apartment.

I fucked up...

Big time. [Rush https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ihl4iHN2Ni4 not sorry also I used to this show like wtf]

I just wanted to be friends again... [*cough* https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2VbODnX0dVs]

I looked out of the window. He was gone. I could no longer call him mine.