Lost Memories

Winter

It's starts out big and it ends so small
what I see, do you see it too?
It starts out big and it ends so small
Your heart enclosed in flames

In the midst of night there shines a light directly to your heart
You're decorated with flowers from your feet to your throat.
As long as we can see each other, we won't disappear
You are a disease but I don't know any cure
Your heart turns on  me and when I rewake it's too late
We always find our house no matter where it stands
The idea of love holds us together
No one needs to see the fire, only the heart shaped stars
And when it shines let it shine
We will write with ashes: "At least the stars knew us."

During our greatest times it was always us two.
The house that we shared was mine, was yours too.
That was our greatest time
No catastrophes, just peace
The stars might be far away and other houses might've been in better condition
But what we had was enough

We stood in front of the house
You said: "we need more room."
The space is made for the candle and the burning
The night sky too

After night came the day
Now everything is dull
You're gone I am powerless.
Now I know it is true,
There will only be scars at the end of the day
The pain gets bigger and smaller at different times of my life
You will always be my big question on the top of my head

You shouted at me
I shouted at you
You threw the telephone
It seemed like it was going in slow motion as it slid across my forehead
Blood started dripping I left and got wasted
We loved each other from the conflict to the shouting.

When the stars shined there's an arrow on the floor where you stood
Do you see me wherever you are?
Stay where you are, I'm coming.
So wait for me

When my phone rang with your number
I hesitated to answer after the third time
But I said fuck it and it was your father
I never met him but he said: truck, cliff, flipping, seconds and no skid marks detected.
Suicide

I shouted at myself
Everyone accused me then
Now in the stars I see you in that empty space on the floor
I see your silhouette in the night sky

I can see you, no one else can
when you are near, wait for me by the stars
no one can replace you
I discovered a new continent
I discovered you
If I meet you again
I will never leave
I will never leave again