Collateral Insanity

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I love you like bronze
  You love me like gold
I speak as a friend
   You speak as my lover
I act as your treasure
You are my possession
I carry out your rule
An act of discretion
I hurt for your attention
   You live for my acceptance
I injure for your respect
  It has been noted
I just want your emotion
   You want my direction
I give you what you want
      You will never rebel

This is insanity
    It's called life
You are a psychopath
This is the price of excellence
I can't be all you have
     You are all that I need
You can't be everything for me
  I am magnificent
You treat everyone equal
    It's a fair and righteous system of beliefs
I am your friend and gold
   I know you want more
This is an evil game
Do you dare question me?
Your twisted affections, no one recovers
You'll become one of my jewels

I am finished
You are confused
(I will never be done)
As I will never help you
I am not well
        I am very amused
(Im not tired)
  Do you want a clue
I will go
You will never leave me
(I won't go)
But I will abandoned you
Because I want you
     You always need me
It's like a desire
I will never need you

Why won't you let me go
    I have you in my grasps
(But you're not holding me)
    Im not ready to let you go
Why won't you bring me back
   I don't want to lose you again
But I never left
    I need to find another muse
I thought I was your only
    Theres no time and effort
(I thought you loved equally)
        You are one of my little minions after all
Don't push me away
   I don't care about this
(Fix this rift)
        You little ants I never knew

Please just leave
      I am your torture
One day you'll acknowledge
I am your salvation
That the cruel twisted way you love
       I am your executioner
Could cause any humans death
       I am your redemption
Leave!
     wish me dead forever
Though I'll weep with your departure
         wish me dead I know
I know your sanity will return
         you'll wish yourself deader
And I'll eventually move on. (When away I finally go)

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