The Unwritten Rule : Of Life

Chapter 5 : Just The Same

' Oh boy I changed my mind , no boy you ain't my type . I seen this shit before , boy you're no surprise . So I'm having second thoughts about you ~'

Music. A simple yet beautiful concept . I don't like sharing my music because it is like my personal journal , so if anybody doesn't like my songs , it is as though they are rejecting me as a person ...

I personally think that my music choice is better than anyone's choice or taste in guys , and I'm not trying to be rude in a any way at all .

'2nd THOTS' , I know that it is a very questionable choice of song to be listening to but if you could change the lyrics to suit yourself, then why not ?

Anyone would love the idea to have their own version of certain songs . It is not that some people don't relate to songs but the thought of it is incredible, it gives you a sense of being in tune with yourself.

But of course , listening to music doesn't bring you , your daily meals and it doesn't help me like that in anyway possible...

Guess how I paid for my meal last night ?

I paid with pocket money that I hardly receive because someone people don't see how giving your child an allowance will help them become better at financially managing their money , then again if you have really spoilt children , the thought of allowance itself would most definitely backfire .

I am tired , incredibly tired ...
Most possibly because of health issues.

I mean taking an Uber from KFC to your house in order to reach curfew time and telling the driver to speed up , is absolutely horribly terrifying experience when you have motion sickness like me .

Do I not amaze you ?

I have more ' health issues ' as one would call it but now is not the time to list it all .
Time is of the essence , therefore , curfew equals to extreme importance .

The most important thing of all was my sleep .

While listening to music during the time I was eating breakfast at 1 pm , which was most likely because I could never skip a meal , no matter how late I would wake up .

Anywho , I got a text from Elowen saying, 'Where is my good morning message ? '

And I responded back half sleepily and with no care in the world , ' I didn't want to wake up the sleeping beauty . '

I did not wait for her to reply and I had typed something that says it all about me .

I replied by saying ' Me. '

Oddly enough , I got back a message from her that said ' SCREENSHOTTED' .

That honestly did not do anything to help how sleepy I was or I could just be naturally lazy .

Yesterday's little drama was far from being forgotten.

Apparently Elowen was working really hard on finding Mr. Creepy for some unknown reason .
I really wonder how she would do that though , because all we heard was his voice .
Unless she recorded him and compared it to every guy she could see that had his lean body type .
You have to admit though, that would be dramatic and very interesting to watch.
According to her , that would be time well spent .

Then there is me , I could hardly care any less and she could hardly understand why .
If I wanted a guy in my life , I would get one but if I don't then no means no , no matter who you are.
I could be extremely rude about saying 'no' or I would block you and not saying anything at all .
In all honesty it is easier blocking them .

Life is unfortunately not a fairy tale . If you lose your shoe at midnight , you are drunk .

Wonderfully enough , I don't drink alcohol ,but where do I begin, I tried it once and now I'm too far in .

Should I sink or should I swim ?

They all try to tell me that I should let people in .
That is always in my head and I have seen so many faces , been many places and I want the type of love that I'll never get .
I would never to be able to call some one my home and in the end I am just the same ...
I am me , myself and I .

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Will Sarina change her thoughts on dating ?
Will she be forced into something ? What are her thoughts on guys ?
Does she want heaven to come to her or will she go to heaven ?

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