The Unwritten Rule : Of Life

Chapter 10 : Ditched

There are various types of emotions . One of the most commonly known and spoken about emotion is a anger . Anger towards whom ?
To what ?
And more importantly why ?

What does one deserve for having such a strong emotion hurled at them ?

Surely they must have done something wrong , in order to receive such terrifying reactions from another person ?

Or could it most possibly be that someone is taking their anger out on you for no reason whatsoever... ?

And if so , there has to be reasons . Everything has a reason no matter how futile it may seem to others .

Would you perceive the emotion 'anger' as being a choice ?

Or as something we have control of , as human beings ?

Anger issues...
Anger management...

Do these things not show us how less control we have over ourselves in certain situations ?
We all have bad days when nothing seems to go right ... and apparently that is my everyday story .
When , in life certain circumstances take a plunge for the worse , there are always two types of people .

There are those who blame everyone but themselves and those who blame themselves .
You would not get anywhere in life if you categorize yourself as one of these type of people .

When life throws lemons at you , what do you do ?
You squeeze it in people's eyes ... because for one, you don't like lemonade and second , you don't like the people .

People reap what they sow , therefore , in conclusion don't sow lemon seeds .

Then again , dealing with frustration and obstacles is part of the human experience .

For some people things always seem to go wrong , it's as if they attract drama ... then you find me innocently waving with a crown and a sash that states Drama Queen .

For some people life is a breeze and , then there are other who become extremely dangerous and lash out quite often as the pressure increases .

Such people are generally dangerous and I am not that type of a person ...

Are you that type of a person ?
If you don't know what type of a person you are , I would suggest that you should rethink your life decisions.

Going through life with anger is not good for you mentally and physically .

Up from dawn and seething in a pure rage and anger ... that dwells upon my heart or whatever of it that will be left as it fades with time .

Running through a maze can be profusely tiring but if you know where you are going , is an entirely different book on it's own .

Trying to find the exit or the entrance is what we all try to do , but what happens when we can't seem to find either one ?

We are stuck running in circles like an hamster in a hamster wheel , and the whole worlds extracts some sort of joy while watching in complete amusement.

As you see tears slide down the people's faces and you assume that it's out of sorrow for you ...
and when realization hits you , everything becomes clear as the first light of day .
It is tears of pure joy .
Joy to see you suffer in pain, confusion and hopelessly lost .

You are probably wondering , from where did all this raw emotions appear from .

Let me enlighten you .
I don't know where they come from either and I need an escape from them .

I had two options , one being writing and the second being meditation . So what do you think I choose ?

Just one more question before I reveal to what happened , have you ever felt like that before ?

As I said earlier , I don't know where these emotions came from or maybe I just refuse to acknowledge it .

There is nothing that I can do to anymore , except to watch as someone disgrace and burns down whatever I hold dear .

I hate these so called family gatherings .
I mean how are people, whom you are related to by blood , be so appalling .
It's immensely disgusting to see people behave like that .
It is truly said that , when you get stabbed in the back , it is from the people you least expect it from .

Therefore , learn never to expect anything from anyone , no matter how close they are ...
Point Blank .
Full Stop .
Real Talk .

You might think that I am crazy but it's nice to have family like that .

It teaches you a good lesson regarding other people in general , whether you deserve it or not .
Always trust someone as far as you can throw them and lucky for me , that I can't pick up anything , let alone throw it .

We all were at the park .
It had a beautiful and serene atmosphere in contrast to the negative atmosphere that some people gave off ...
Damn , how I wish that I could have dragged Elowen with me , then at least , I wouldn't be suffering like this . You could compare this ' suffering ' to the fire's that burn in hell...

At times like this , when you are the least holy person in the world ... girl you better become the most holiest person this planet .

That's what I had become for two minutes maximum... and you better believe me , when I say that I prayed ... I prayed like hell , so that someone could come and save me ...

I was casually sitting and seething , when I saw something that caught my eye ...
Now , why in the world , would that guy look like Charming ... ?
It's awfully funny because Prince's usually save the day and more than half of the day is gone to the dogs ...
That could not possibly be him , could it ?

If it is him , it's most probably a simple coincidence .

Anywho , it definitely would not hurt anybody if I ditched this place , to go and say ' Hi ' , to the guy I cried in front of ... well, not exactly in front of ... because nobody needs to clarify that situation .

If it's not him then , that is just going to embarrassing as hell ...

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Is that really Paris ?

And if so ,

What will happen if they meet again ?

Will Sarina break down again ?

Or

Will untold secrets be revealed ?

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