Cyrus's POV
I woke up in Jonah's bed with him not there. Yesterday was such an amazing day for the both of us. I went downstairs to search for Jonah. "Jonah!?" I shouted in every room. He wasn't anywhere. I went to see if his phone was here. It wasn't.
I texted him saying "hey bae where you at?" After 30 minuets there was no reply. I started to panic but then I realised I was probably overreacting.
Jonah's POV
I woke up in someone else's room. I don't really remember anything. Suddenly the door opens so I try to close my eyes as I could but they saw me. I opened one eye to see who it was.
It was amber.
"Morning baby, ready to have some fun?" She said seductively. I gave her a confused look. "You said you loved me last night and you gave me this ring!" She held out a ring. It said Cyrus on it but I don't think she noticed. "AMBER! That's not yours give it here." I yelled at her trying to grab her hand. "That's it I'm calling..." She slapped me harder than I ever thought someone could be slapped. I starting sobbing on the floor.
"You cannot tell anyone, if you try and break up with me your dead and I'll tell your whole family your little secret." She looked at the name on the ring. "Cute." She said and walked off. "Oh and also, text Cyrus your breaking up with him and he's worthless, no bull&*^#" She shouted walking out.
I grabbed my phone and saw 200 missed calls and messages from "babe 💖💖"
I texted him exactly what amber told me to, I cried for ages while doing it, I didn't want to hurt him. I threw my phone against the wall and buried my head in my hands.
Cyrus's POV
(WARNING SELF HARM COMING UP)
I got a text from Jonah FINALLY I smiled and read it. My face dropped a mile down. I could feel a pain in my heart I never felt before. Why did he have to run away to tell me that. Where would I go. What would I do. I have nowhere to stay. He's gone. I ran to the restroom and found a blade. Tears were falling rapidly from my face as I looked at myself in the mirror and said "Well. This is it I guess..."
(THIS IS THE PART)
I pulled the razor up to my arm. "Your worthless." (Slit) "Your nothing." (Slit) "Jonah hates you." (Slit Slit Slit)
My arms were rapidly leaking blood everywhere. I had a panic attack. I was breathing heavily and I was about to pass out. I did.
(SELF HARM PART IS OVER)
Buffy's POV
I wanted to check in on Cyrus after his dad incident. I knocked on Jonah's door with no reply. I called him. No reply. I knew Cyrus wouldn't be out so I went through the half opened window. It smelt horrid in there. Like blood almost. I shouted Cyrus's name and went upstairs. I opened Jonah's door and walked in.
It was fine. I looked at the bathroom door half opened. There was.... BLOOD on the floor. "Okay it's nothing." I tell myself before opening the door and... "CYRUS!!!!!!!" I screamed at the top of my lungs. I ran over to him and lifted him up. I threw him on the bed and called 911. "Please Ambulance QUICK HURRY HES DYING."
(Time Skip)
Jonah's POV
I looked at my messages while on my "date" with amber. I had one from Buffy saying: Look what you have done he might be dead.
I cried really loudly and everyone looked at me. Amber took me outside to an alleyway. She grabbed my hair and yanked it while kicking me in the leg. "What are you doing! You just embarrassed me in front of everyone!" She kicked me as hard as she could in the face and walked off. I ran to the hospital as fast as I could to see Cyrus.
(TIME SKIP)
"Is he okay?" Buffy slapped me. "What did you do to him!" I cried in front of her and said it was amber. She did all this to me. Buffy looked at my bloody face and my bruises. "You can come and see him."
I walked in to see Andi, Buffy, Marty and Cyrus. Cyrus was hooked up to a life machine with his arms covered in bandages. I was shaking seeing him like this knowing it was my fault. He woke up as I calmed myself. He looked around and smiled. Then he saw me and his life machine started going crazy. The nurses ran in to calm him down but he passed out again. I just turned and ran. I don't know where. But I just ran.
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I've always loved you... (JYRUS FANFIC)
FanfictionJYRUS FANFICTION. Jonah Beck accepts the fact he loves Cyrus and doesn't know how to tell him. He's worried nobody would accept him for who he is and would lose everyone he knows.
