Stenbrough Nights

|Shot 70| • You're All I Got I •

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BILL'S POV

Alright, you can do this. He's right there, just tell him.

"Stan?"

He turns to face me with twinkling eyes.

"Yeah, Bill?" he questions sweetly.

"I...I love you" I confess.

He smiles.

"I love y-"

I jolt awake.

Shit.

It was only a dream. If only it were real. I've been hopelessly in love with Stan for months now and all I can think about is kissing his cute damn face and telling him I love him.

But I've been too scared to tell him how I feel. He's all I want. But how do I tell him that he's my everything? I sighed and fell back into my pillow.

Why am I such a coward?

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The next day Richie invited me, along with the other Losers, to hangout at the Derry Fair. I love them all, but I'd be lying if I said I didn't really want to go at first.

But I would never miss a day out with Stan. I met up with him and together we drove to Richie's.

"Hey, guys" he greeted.

"Hey, Trashmouth" I smirked. "Ready to go?"

"In a minute"

Seconds later Eddie stepped out of Richie's house and strode over to Richie. He smiled and kissed him on the lips.

I glanced at Stan and smirked, receiving a smile in return.

"Now I'm ready" Richie grinned goofily.

I'm jealous of Eddie and Richie. They're the epitome of a perfect couple. I wanted what they had with Stan more than anything. I sighed and together we rode off to the fair.

We met up with Mike, Ben, and Beverly. Together we all rode rides, played games, but Stan was distant. He barely talked to any of us Losers, so I pulled him aside.

"I'm gonna take Stan on the Ferris Wheel" I informed the Losers.

"Sure, man" Richie smiled. "Have fun"

Stan smiled at me, and I grabbed his hand. He intertwined our fingers, and I blushed as we climbed onto the Ferris Wheel.

"Look at that view, huh Stanny?" I nudged him gently.

He didn't answer. His vacant stare was fixated on the crowd below.

"Stan?" I said softly.

"Oh, sorry. What's up Bill?" he pulled out of his trance.

"Are you okay?" I questioned tenderly. "You'be been...distant today"