Modified (Uta x Reader)

16: Another Perspective

"Stupid, stupid, stupid. Stupid Juuzou. Why didn't you say no? Why did you kiss her when you know what happened to your body!" Juuzou hit his head repeatedly with his own hand as he walked away. "I want to talk to Yukinori about this..."

Juuzou: Yukinori I messed up again o(╥﹏╥)o

Yukinori: Do not tell me you killed more ghouls without permission. You know that I'll have to write you up this time and you'll go on unpaid leave! You have a baby to think about. You cannot do what you please.

Juuzou: No, no, no, I kissed YN. ಥ_ಥ

Yukinori: Why do you torture the poor girl?

Juuzou: I don't mean to! ⊙︿⊙

Yukinori: I told you not to go over to see her. Only for your four hours. That has been going so well. Do not engage with her if you are not going to have a relationship with her. That's just cruel. Anyway, get back to work. If the boss knew that you were skipping just for that, you'd be fired and everyone would be out of luck.

Juuzou: I'm scolded enough, thank you ˚⌇˚ I'll be in soon. Just gotta find the place...

Yukinori: Alright. See you tomorrow then.

Juuzou: I said I'll be in soon! ◄.►

Yukinori: You're walking by yourself?

Juuzou: Yes! '︿'

Yukinori: Uh-huh. Tomorrow then.

Juuzou held up his phone and looked at the time. It was hardly the middle of the afternoon; plenty of time to get back to HQ and then even go ghoul hunting.

"Maybe I'll accidentally kill her date." He balanced on the curb as he walked what he thought was the right direction. "I mean, it could happen. I don't know what undead monster is weaseling his way into my family... Or what was my family? Jeez, it's really hard to keep everything in order in my brain..."

He looked at his phone background; a picture of Juuzou in his Halloween costume. He was a little pink teddy bear, a costume that Juuzou picked out himself. You had been nice enough to let him enjoy almost the whole day with the newborn and he ranked it as probably the fourth or fifth best day in his life.

First was definitely when you told him you loved him and made love to him.

Second was the day that Yukizou was born. How nice was it of you to name your son after him and his best friend.

Third was the day that he met you. Even if you thought he was a girl and he let you believe it.

And fourth and fifth were between of course, Yukizou's first Halloween and the last time he made love to you.

"I'll put it as four. Maybe that will help me get over her... Darn." He stopped, sighed and looked down at himself. "I never thought I'd miss proper genitals so much."

Technically, he missed you but for now, it was easier to blame his deformities that he had gained than to admit that he had something dark inside of him. Something that was growing and forcing him to push you away.