Modified (Uta x Reader)

52: Discussion

AN: So everyone absolutely needs to know Juuzou's personal details and his bathroom situation 😂 so let me take a hot second to remind everyone that there's a sex that sits down and can pee just fine. So thats what he does. He sits down. Do we need a Q&A session?

"Nothing, ghoulie." He looked at you and pulled his pants back up. "And as much as I love you, I just don't feel like I used to anymore either. I used to want to do it all the time with you and you were so sexy. You're still gorgeous... I just... The drive is gone. It was instantly gone. I want to kiss you and hold you and have a family but as for... being pleased... I don't want it. I don't want you to touch me there at all. It's upsetting."

"Oh." You sat down, trying to digest everything he was saying. "I didn't realize. You didn't say anything."

"I know..." he rubbed the back of his head. "I'm a dummy."

"Yeah, a little. I would have been happy just kissing you. We could have worked around it." You looked at him, shrugging. "Not that I have any ideas."

"Do you think Uta would?" Juuzou turned around and began to rummage through his bag, likely looking for his needle and thread.

"What do you mean?" You asked, curious.

"He seems promiscuous. Maybe he knows how we could be more intimate with you touching me... there..." Juuzou ventured. "I want you to be happy, I just don't know how I can do it. I thought giving you to Uta would do it, but if you still want me..."

"And I do."

"I don't know, ghoulie. It's just a lot for me. I really thought I had to push you out of my life." He sighed as he found what he was looking for. "And I don't particularly want your ghoul."

"You don't have to do anything with him, except put up with him." You reminded him.

"It's not that I'm not open to it, I'd just prefer my ghoulie. Anyway, how about I sew you up? It's about time I left my mark again." He cackled with a smile as he plopped onto the couch and patted his lap.

"Are you okay if I sit there?" You asked him, moving towards him.

"Yeah, yeah." He waved his hand that held the needle around. "It's the intention that gets me."

"Hmm. Alright." You thought about it briefly before swinging your leg over his lap and sitting right on top of it. "Do you want a kiss before you sew me up? A feel for my bare lips?"

He laughed and ran a hand through his white, long hair.

"Give an inch and take a mile, huh? Just a kiss." He acquiesced.

Gently, you laid your lips against his and closed your eyes. Relishing in the feeling that you missed, it was different but not worse than kissing Uta. Kissing Juuzou was a much more passive experience, but it was also relaxing and filled with less expectations.

It was over as soon as it started and that was okay.

"I like your threads. Fun to play with." Juuzou noted with a smile.

"Alright then, JuJu, sew me up before Yukizou wakes up."