I Will Never Be Loved (Rant Book)

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Each time I see him my eyes hurt

Each time I hear him my ears ring

Each time I hear his name my heart hurts 

Each time I am reminded of him I get a headache

Because it hurts 

But I act like it doesn't effect me 

I miss his smile, his hug and our relationship. 

Our relationship is just a bunch of broken mirrors 

Right at the start it was at the end

Time seems to go slow without him 

But I screwed it up

I started getting jelous....

And....

He 

....left me 

Oh well I'm in and out of relationship's 

Even with friendship 

I guess I'm not worth it

The fights 

The jelousy 

I can't listen to the song him and I danced to at a dance...

I hate it now...

I can't listen to it without crying 

But I know I won't get him back

He likes another girl 

So I guess I will move on to 

I will force myself to 

Its not that bad

I'm to young to date 

To early for heartbreak 

To young for love 

Oh well 

I'll be ok

 I will survive 

I will pass highschool

I will live my life 

I Will Pass That Finish Line 

I will live the way I want to 

I will achieve my goals 

I will 

I will....

I will make it threw this dark time

And no one can stop me

They can try but I can do it 

Even if I have to do it alone