I Will Never Be Loved (Rant Book)

stop...

please stop fighting

I can't take I

it makes me cry 

it hurts me

I don't  want to see you guys fight 

it fucking hurts 

even if you are a shity friend and you are my ex 

I still want you to be happy

I'm just to caring 

if someone murdered my friend or family..I would forgive them

it's just one of my fucking curses 

caring to much 

I try to not

but it builds up to much

goddam I wrote a suiside note last night that my dad found. 

I've been crying myswlf to sleep every night 

I don't want to die

but I have suisidal thoughts 

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😀🔫   PULL THE FUCKING TRIGGER I DARE YOU 

I AM NOT OK