I can't have anything

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you can't see that I want you 

that I cry each night

you can't see how much pain I am in

because I'm broken 

there's no way I can be fixed 

it's just how I am 

I'm fucking corupted 

broken 

that's it 

I'm just broken 


I will never be fixed 

but my brain is dead 

due to not sleeping 

my parents think I sleep 

Im going to the doctor in a month 

it's because of the sleeping issue 

I might have a blood issue 

my blood is bad 

the  fucking doctor is gonna be like 

'we should probably run all these tests on her' 

i was suppost to go to a therapist in the city 

the doctor even recommended it 


but no 


my dad was like 'your fine' 




fuck all this bullshit 

my ex is coming to get me 

I don't know what to do 



I can't even Cry anymore

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