I Will Never Be Loved (Rant Book)

Oh man

I'm pretty fucked up 😂😂

i make jokes out of my own sanity 😂

why do I find it funny? 

why do I find pain funny? 

is it just me being a teen? 

I don't honestly know

but somethings wrong with me

I think my mental pain and physical pain is now funny to me 😂 

wtf is wrong with me 

hah 

whenever I'm sad I'll laugh at myself

hah

it's all a game isn't it? 

haha

well this is wierd 

but wierd is my normal 

hahaha 

welp now I gotta go