why do i always feel sad?
why do i always think shit might get better?
why do i believe in happy endings?
why did i fall into the trap of a relationship?
why did i fall in love?
why did she leave me?
why am i caring?
why am i here?
why am i sticking around?
why can't i feel happy?
why can't i just be like the others?
why can't i just live a normal life?
why am i doing this?
why am i writing my emotions?
why am i not speaking to someone?
why don't i open up?
why don't i believe in a better life?
why don't i just move on?
why can't i move on?
why can't i just give up?
why can't i just not be heartbroken?
i don't know
i'll never know
but one day i will
