wow, here we are
the boy
the broken boy
finally moving on
finally breaking his chains
finally finding the power
to move pass the past
perhaps he's just kidding himself
telling himself he can do it
when it's virtually impossible
there will always be the memories
the ones that claw at him late at night
the ones that make him feel sick
the ones that make him cry
perhaps he's just a fool
a clown
trying to make it like everyone else
putting on his mask to hide what truly
haunts his very existence
it's amazing how much he's changed
from crying every night
to believing in love again
perhaps he's actually happy now
or he's just convinced himself that he is
he'd sell his soul to take it all back
to wish he never met her
to be haunted by her
to be happy once again
this broken boy could be moving on
he could try and repair himself
and believe in a happier world
the one he wants to make for himself
perhaps love is the answer to heartbreak
it just takes time to understand
to understand what it all means
to understand the cycle of love
and the cycle of heartbreak
perhaps its the beauty behind the madness
that to make himself sane, he may have to renter the world he just got out of
the world of reliance
the world of caring
the world of compassion
the world of believing
the world of love
will he give it all?
to perhaps become sane again
he's playing with fire
he's dancing with the devil without even knowing what form he's taking
whatever happens next will change everything
goodbye
