i hate this
its honestly the worst feeling ever
the feeling of loss
not knowing what's next or what to do
i feel alone, all the time
people act as if they know
or as if they actually give a fuck
but it's all fake
all of it
this perception of a perfect life
the false illusion of happiness
i was happy one day
before the last thursday of march
the day i lost everything
my happiness
my sense of a love and compassion
now i'm alone
with no one to talk to
just empty pages to write my emotions on
in the end i'll be alone
all by myself
all because i gave into love
that twisted illusion of being happy
the feeling of being secure
or feeling accepted by someone
to the point where you believe in happiness
so yeah, fuck love
fuck everything
there's nothing left for me now
i feel alone
so so alone
