Ch. 15 Butterflies

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Jungkook pov

        "What the hell was that?" Jungkook asked looking at Taehyung who sat on the edge of the bed looking out a window.
       After Taehyung's incident they had finished up the evaluation and were brought back to a room they were issued to share. Taehyung just looked out the window occasionally looking at his wrapped hands from when he had busted his knuckles on the punching bag, but still yet to answer Jungkook.
       "Tae?" Jungkook whispered and edged closer to Taehyung wanting to talk, but you can't really talk if the conversation is one sided.
       "Yeah." He sounded as if he were distant not fully there.
       "What happened back there in the evaluation?"
       "I'm... I- I don't know." Taehyung brought his gaze from the window to Jungkook eyes and attempted to smile only for it to faultier and fall into a blank face. "Used to when I was younger in martial arts the same thing would happen it's kind of like a black out, but less of I don't know what I'm doing and more of I can't stop what I'm doing."
       Still standing beside the bed Jungkook takes a seat and slings an arm over Taehyung's shoulders. They sat there in silence and watched the sunset over the horizon before calling in a night and going to sleep.

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A month later

Taehyung first pov

      Jolting awake I sat up in the bed shocked from my sleep. The cries and slight screams waking me farther till I saw Jungkook trashing about the bed shaking and crying out every now and again.
       "Jungkook," I whispers climbing on top of the bed towards the nightmare ridden boy. "Kookie, wake up it's just a dream."
        I began shaking Jungkook till he woke rolling me over pining me beneath him. The fear etched on his face slipping away when he saw me under him blushing and nervously laughing.
        "Sorry Tae." Jungkook rolled off me laying on the bed beside me staring at the ceiling. "I wish I didn't wake you with my nightmares."
        I sat up and sat next to him with my arm on one side of his hip and my side leaned against his other, as I smiled at him. He looked down at me and smiled fondly at me though his eyes were still filled with tears. He sniffled and wiped the rest of the tears resting in his eyes away.
        "Nonsense Kookie! I will always wake up to calm you from your nightmares," I said as I began to fiddle around with his hand. "Do you want to talk about it?" It seemed I asked this question every night for the past month.
"Yes, I think I'm ready to tell you about it." My head snapped up in shock at what he said.
"Ok! I'm listening fire away." He huffed as he sat up against the headboard and closed his eyes seeming to mentally prepare himself for what he was going to say, so I patiently for him to be ready.
"I guess I was around five when this happened, I don't know I'm not sure. Anyways my parents worked for your father as at home assistants, they would go out to homes and do assessments and repairs."
"Yes I'm aware we still have those jobs." I said nodding for him to go on.
"So we were going out to one of their calls then going to head to dinner, when we arrived they got out of the car and went to the door. When it opened my mother was facing away from the door smiling and waving to me, so she didn't see what happened only me and my father did." He sucked in a deep breath and shuddered as he exhaled. I knew he was on the verge of tears so I crawled up to him and wrapped my arms around him and pulled him into my lap as he told the rest of the story.
"When the door opened two hooded men pulled guns on them, putting one to my mothers back and one to my fathers head. They shot my father first in the head, the blood splattered on to moms face and side and I
watched as she mouthed a 'i love you' before being shot in the back," he paused as tears wracked his body, I squeezed him to give his as much comfort as possible. "I watched as she crumpled into a heap next to my dad and the men ran off without a care in the world that they had just killed two people. I stayed in the car whaling and screaming for and hour before I got out to go lay with them. A few minutes later a couple showed up with a nine year old son and called the police, they adopted me later on after their son begged and pleaded. Thats who Jin Hyung is. That's why I hated you so much, I blamed your company and family for what happened to mine." I was shocked, nobody should have to live though that, but Jungkook and he was only five at the time!
"I-I...I'm so sorry Kookie!" I felt tears start to stream down my cheeks.
He turned to face me tears still in his eyes, "Why are you sorry Tae? I'm the one who wrongfully blamed you and hated you!" He laughed and then began kissing away my tears and hugging me all the while I kept saying sorry till he grabbed my face in his hand ordering me to open my eyes.
When I opened them I found out positions had switched and I was now the one in his lap as he was brushing away some tears. He looked down at my hands and began fiddling with them. I just watched him as he intertwined and unwound our hands together before he looked at me with so much hunger in his chocolate brown eyes.
"Tae." He said in a deep husky voice that made me melt, his eyes hooded as they flicked back and forth between my lips and eyes.
"Yes?" I asked my breath hitching as he moved closer.
"I want you." With that he kissed me.
        At first it was just our lips meeting and moving in a harmonic way calming the roughest seas, but causing a swarm of butterflies to fill my stomach and cause so many new feelings. The kiss soon became more urgent as if Jungkook not only wanted me, but more so needed me. He pushed me out of his lap and onto the bed and hovered over me.
        When he leaned in and began kissing me again his tongue slipped across my lips as if asking for entree, which I gladly granted. I felt as his tongue moved about my mouth touching every part of it. Then Jungkook bit my bottom lip, this causing heat to build in my stomach and travel down to my dick. I moaned into his mouth at the bite and I felt him smile in satisfaction.
        Then he pulled away and as I was catching my breath he began kissing his way down my neck. I wrapped my arms around his back moaning every now and again when he sucked the skin just right. I knew he was leaving hickeys and it was amazing knowing that I was being claimed as "his".
        I began pulling at my shirt and his wanting to be as close to him as possible not wanting even thin fabric to separate us. But Jungkook simply pulled away and said no.
       "Not yet, but soon." Jungkook said and laid next to me as I still heavily breathing laid against his chest.

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How'd I don't on the kiss? I've never had my first kiss so I have no idea what it's like to kiss someone so I hope my details were good?!

Also I think I'm going to do everything in first point of view from now on!

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