Darkness Remains ( Vampire Academy Fanfict )

21 - Cause I've still got a lot of fight left in me

21 - Cause I've still got a lot of fight left in me

The darkness was never ending. Consuming me in every way. But within that darkness there were voices I couldn't hear them clearly. Then all of a sudden I was in a hospital room. A hospital room where I saw myself in the bed looking like hell. I was so pale and it scared me. There was a loud beeping sound that shot through the room. Dimitri, Liss, Chris, my parents, Eddie, Mia, Adrian and some members of the Belikov family where there too, Mark and Oksana including. They all shot up.

Everything was normal until the moment when ghosts started to materialize into the room. What in the bloody hell is happening?

Everyone was scared of my heart's sudden stop, only Mark was scared of something else. All those ghosts that just showed up were slowly walking toward me. And no one could see me, well my spirit form, not even the ghosts.

Then Mase was there looking at me. "I couldn't save her. I had a job to keep her safe. I failed." What the hell is going on? I never knew he had a purpose and since when can I hear them. But if you think about it, why would he come here if he didn't have a purpose. Mase stay in heaven its much better than here.

Then Andre touched his shoulder comfortingly. "We all failed." His eyes were so sad. Mason said that I've been between life and death. Where am I now then?

Then a woman came along looking at spirit me. "She still hasn't crossed, and I'm sure they won't let her die after all that she did." Who are "they"? I understand nothing. The ghosts were talking nonsense and in the real world, it was much worse. What the hell was happening here?

I looked around the room and everyone was sobbing and some were taken out of the room. But my eyes only caught one person. Dimitri. He was a wreck. And believe me when I say it, he was a total wreck. A body without a soul, without a purpose for life. A shell of the man that he was once. Who could blame him, he was experiencing me dying once again. Damn it. I hate this.

I can't die like this. I have to fight it. I'm supposed to take care of Lissa and that little one in her hands. Wait- How is Lissa holding her baby right now? How long was I out?

Not the main problem right now. Focus. My spirit was fighting so much to get inside my body. And then, darkness again, amazing. So satisfying. Ughh.

What was better than before is that that beeping noise was now stable. I got back in my body!

I tried to move my hand and I just moved a finger. Then I slowly opened my heavy eyes. Everyone was looking at the ground or they were with their head in their hands. "Hey guys." I muttered but it sounded like someone had had just grilled my voice and now I'm using it. Water was very much needed right now.

Everyone's eyes shot at me right away, some releasing a breath of relief and some screamed. It's amazing to be back. Sense that heavy sarcasm, but in a way, it is good to be back.

"Roza. Thank God you're finally awake." He hugged me so tight then he connected those soft lips with my dry ones into a passionate kiss.

Lissa and Christian were by my side in seconds. Lissa hugged me right away. Christian was next and he whispered to me. "I'm glad you're back Rosie." Me and him really grew close these two years. Wait how long was I out?

"How long? How long was I out?" I looked directly at Dimitri then everyone else. Their expressions didn't say a number but I'm sure it was long.

After a moment of hard silence, he answered. "Seven months and sixteen days."

"What?!"

"Yea." His voice died down with as my thoughts blew up. What has happened these seven months?