It's not late at night, but whatever. It's still night!
I wanted to make a chapter today just coz, so that's what this is. :P
Today was super chill. Didn't do anything in band, English, or digital media, traded my lunch for my friend's lunch, and I cried today.
It was at home and happened not to long ago.
We were making a list for my birthday party that's tomorrow, and I wanted to say something.
But every time I went to talk, someone spoke over me and I'd cut myself off. Each time that happened, I felt smaller and smaller and slowly got depressed and wanted to cry.
And I did. I cried coz I felt so small and that I didn't matter in the conversation.
It happens with me and my friends a lot, but I always just sit there and act like it's ok. I never really say anything that helps the conversation, so.
I hate those moments where you ask someone a yes or no question and they say no, then you both kinda stand there awkwardly. This happens to me a lot, and I always feel awkward afterwards!
Idk what else to put. So, bye I guess. ✌✌
