Wow, I haven't updated in a good while!
I swear I'm not dead.
Things have been crazy, and it sucks I haven't been able to update much. (ha reference)
I've made lots of new friends this year, things have been changing. A lot. Fml, honestly.
But honestly, I didn't enjoy this year much. I cried a lot and got hurt a lot. I've been confused about myself, and it hurts. I haven't grown much as a person like I wanted to.
I've been falling back onto my old eating habits, which I've been trying to fix. I've also been trying to move around more, like playing the Wii or doing Just Dance.
But the worst thing is that I've made people I care about upset. I'm not saying who they are, but I feel horrible for making them upset. I care about them deeply, and I never wanted to hurt them.. but I did.... And I'm sorry.... I'm sorry for making you upset, and I never again want to do that..
I'm not one for resolutions, but I know what I wanna fix about myself. And it's gonna be difficult for me. I wanna help more people too, instead of watching them get hurt. So if anyone who's following me needs help, I'll help you. Even if we don't know each other.
Thank you all. I love you guys.
And Happy New Years. ✌️✌️
