Oh, The Places In My Head

Demons In Me

I wear a mask in the day
But yet it comes out in the dark to play
What hides in my mask is only known by me
They pay no mind when i start to bleed
But when the wounds are seen they start to question me,
but yet the demons make me stay silent in the day
Every night i see my battles i have lost
And i know its a war between me and me
Unless i smile people will judge me
because they might leave if they know the real me,
every night after the day i sit alone and bleed
tears down my cheeks
a razor in my hands
i prey to god to understand
why did they choose me
too torcher me
i have a good life but the night doesn't like it when i'm right,
they kill me
torcher me
see i cry and plead but yet they don't care
only way to please my mind is take a blade and move it side to side,
until i bleed
I may die tonight and see the light
but i don't want the demons to take my life
before i put my mask on for the day
i stand alone
just the mirror and me
seeing the demons
winking, mocking, laughing at me
i don't want to lose this fight
Then as i ask as i cry and wonder
What did the demons do to me
Why did they choose me.