Numbing Nights

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This night is young,
but I already feel numb,
a gun to the head
Always feel better then resting on my bed, sometimes I wish
I could pull the trigger,
sleep with the dead
I don't know how much longer of a scar
I can take to my vein
your name
already carved with a crimson line on my skin
like paint to a canvas

I just let you make me feel numb
as you slash your dagger into me,
carve me up,
watch as I beg myself to love you
have another dance
I know I'll eventually collapse
from my heart being over worked,

Hell,

my brain is already over cooked
I know you aren't the one
but love is Russian Roulette
take a spin,
take a risk,
take a chance

But why for some reason
I take the bullet
I always take the thing
I thought was love
To the grave...

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