Oh, The Places In My Head

Post Breakup

I don't have anybody since you left
You see your presence awoke this heart
which was asleep for a year
but you put a match to it
that's probably why I'm feeling Burnt
you said you'd never lose hope in me
all these great things,
like you'd never give up on us
no matter what,
you promise
you weren't going anywhere
you said you be my queen
We'd rule this kingdom
But instead you led a revolution
And your solution
was to kill me
while turning myself against me
you made me feel like I wasn't enough
like I was just rusting on your steel promise
Thus to my surprise
it was just a plastic lie,
I don't know why I ever trusted you.
I don't see how you think that this is okay
that you did this to me
I'm getting really sick of writing about you,
so just give me back that piece of my sanity
that you took from me
my heart feels betrayed,
my eyes don't even look at me the same
I thought you said we'd be there until the end
you said that you loved me
so why do I feel so bad
I'm just done with this crap
I just want to take a blade to my skin
And slice the wrists in half
just so I can bleed you out of my thoughts
I get that you want nothing to do with me
I get that I tired too hard
believe me this isn't a plead to get you back
I wanna say Fuck you
but I'll tell you the truth
I fell into this thing called love
But I swear to god I'm trying to claw my way out
they say if you love something let it go
but what if it stole your heart?
do u just grin at what happened
or cry that it didn't last,
I'm sorry
I think I gotta make up my mind
I gotta move on
because you're long gone
so let me just pick up my bags
And close this part of my mind
that was once what you called yours
I have to take it back as mine
But of course I'm weak
So I'm giving you one more chance
to come back
I'm pleading please
Please come back
I can change
I can change for you
Just give me another chance