Gonna be real honest. I let my mother down and I hate myself for it.
I promised her not to hurt myself - pills not that good
I promised to be nice - I'm not
I promised to tell my dad he's doing a great job - I never do that
I promised to eat everyday - I don't
I promised to be proud of who I am - I hate what I've become
But worse than all of that. I promised to visit you and light a candle for you every Friday. I have not done that for 2 month.
I'm sorry mommy.
