My teenage life (Riker Lynch/ Life Fanfic)

Chapter 11: Did they arrest him?

A/N: So.. what do you think of Matt??? He is a jerk right! Keep reading to find out what happens!! Please comment and vote! Thanks XOXO ~ Kennedy 

  The next day..

I was just so curios if they found him... or he is still running... I hope he gets caught I don't want him threatening this family ever again. That was really bad.. i didn't feel like waking up... I wish I just like suffered in my sleep.. I feel so horrible about everything. I woke up and went into the living room.. and just turned on some TV... I sat there... just thinking about all the shit I caused.. and if they still love me after this... I need to leave... I walked out the door.. in Riker's pajama's... no makeup just looking like I'm about to die. I walked over to my house... holding onto my phone tightly.. waiting for the police to call me. I ran upstairs into my room... and just sat on my bed crying for hours, crying because I want to die crying because I put them through so much danger.. crying because my mom isn't okay... Crying because my life is like the Titanic.. a wreck.. it all goes down.. and i'm going down with it. I flashed back to when I was happy.. before My mom started hurting before I almost got hit.. oh yah.. that happy moment was seeing R5 in their driveway.. unpacking. I flashed back to my normal state of mind.. where I was now.. In my empty house just no spirits at all everyone is gone. Even my mom. My mom is suffering in that Hospital... and i'm here suffering without her... without my family... they all are gone.. and they wanted to be. They left me with my mom.. and nothing else, My heart hurts....and so do my eyes... from crying and from seeing all these disasters happen. And i caused most of them. 

 My phone started to ring and it was the police... I answered Hello? They told me everything.. they said they found him and arrested him. I knew I should of told him I was rapped by him... but I don't wanna go to court.. in this situation.. the past is the past and i'm living in it. Just hearing him say they caught him made me question how long is he staying in jail? He said he will be serving 40 years for having a weapon and threatening and trespassing the Lynch's property. I was relieved... but seeing him in 40 years will be the day I will regret. I ran downstairs and outside.. to go to my place.. I go there to keep my mind straight.. and forget all the drama... The beach. I lived right down the road from it... so I just go there when I have no one. I left my phone because less drama. I walked out and ventured my way there... when I got there... I sat on the sand waiting for the water to touch my toes. just thinking of the photo shoot here.. that was so much fun... that was the second day I was with the Lynch's. I stayed there for about 3 hours watching the sun set and just laying in the sand. I felt like that was all I had.. the sand and the ocean... at least I can't make that hate me. I walked home... thinking if anyone was worried... probably not... 

  I walked to my door... and opened it... My phone was on the counter... I looked at it.. turned it on and I had 5 missed calls... from every single band member and like 10 text messages from Riker. He was scared if I like died and then he came over here to check on me.. but no one was home.. all that bullshit.. I knew he didn't care. I walked to the Lynch's knocking before entering Ryland opened the door and hugged me he said everyone was wondering where you were... I just said I was getting some fresh air... I went upstairs to see Riker looking out the window.. his head resting on his hand... I knocked and he looked back.. He looked so worried he jumped up and hugged me so tight that I lost air for a minute. He said he was worried about me... Why Riker? I caused all of this.. why were you worried about me? He looked at me with his sparkling hazel eyes.. why wouldn't I be worried? I Looked away for a second.. and then looked back.. No one worries about me Riker... I can take care of myself i've been saying that for 10 years.. and it hasn't got old RIk i'm 20 now... I can take care of myself... I don't care if you can... everyone can... but I want my family to be the one's to take care of you through this... I just walked out.. the stupidest thing i've ever done... He didn't chase after me because I knew.. I hurt him.. I walked out of there house... and walked to my car... I drove to the hospital... and talked to my mom... 

Mom.. I don't know what to do.. I don't have anyone I have you but your here.. I failed to make friends I put them in danger and you too... After Matt stormed out I knew he was coming for you.. but the police found him before he even reached here... I live in the past because that's all I have. Mom I need someone who loves me for me... Mom looks at me and says... what if Riker is the one who loves you for you... He has been here every step of the way! He hasn't gave up on you.. or me. Go with your gut... and make the right decisions. I kissed her good bye and said Thank you.. I walked out of the hospital.. got into my car.. and just sat there for a good 2 hours thinking of what I'm gonna do. I have to go and talk to the Lynch's.