My teenage life (Riker Lynch/ Life Fanfic)

Chapter 25: What happens now?

A/N: Thanks for reading!! AGH boys are so annoying right???? Please vote and comment! Thanks ~ Kennedy 

I haven't seen Riker in a couple weeks I miss him... i'm always thinking about him... I just want him. I still Love him to death... feelings don't go away... unless you actually hate there guts and just wanna kill them... but to me.. I still Love him. But he doesn't care. Every single day.. I look out my window... Seeing that girl he was kissing at the hospital. UGH... I wanna just go up to her and smack the shit out of her fucking eyes... Meaning.. her eyes are brown.. haha... Rydel said her name was Christina... She looks like she has been with a million guys.. which means she is frigging beautiful... she could get anyone she wanted... but looking back at me.. i'm so frigging ugly.. no wonder why Riker cheated. 

 I went over to see Rydel and the boys.. except Riker... I really don't wanna see him... but.. I wanna hear his voice. I miss it. I came out of my house...Looking a little decent. I went up and knocked on the door.. and guess who answered the door... Christina. I walked in mumbling under my breath... I called her a bitch... Lol... It was kind of a proper name for a cheater. I seen Riker.. sitting on the couch... he looked at me... OMG Ugh how am I gonna get past him... without him stopping me or even saying one word to me. I decided to run... I ran up those stairs... not looking back... not even listening to Christina.. or Riker. I finally reached Rydel's door... Hey Rydel and the boys I said... Heyyyy everyone said... So water you doing.. nothing just sitting up here.. because Christina... is well.. A bitch! I hear Ratliff say. Yah.. I wanna beat the shit out of her.. OMG... Can I watch? I hear Rocky and Ross say at the same time... If it does happen.. Yes you can.. but in my condition... I can't right now. Are they.. like dating I ask? No... She only comes here to have sex... and plus to make you mad I hear Rydel say... OMG I hate her.. I still have feelings for Riker... That stuff doesn't go away.. unless you had a bad frigging relationship and wanna kill eachother... But I don't wanna kill him... I know he doesn't love me.. but I love him... 

 It's so complicated because I can't tell him how i'm feeling... because I think he doesn't have the kind of feelings for me. I understand how your feeling.. I hear Ratliff say... Me and Kelly broke up... but I still have feelings for her. Well... join the club he says. Yah I wanna get out of this club... Why is life so complicated... I say sitting on the floor with Rocky and Ross... Ross poked my shoulder... Can we just have a good day... Like not worry about drama.. or Christina... Please? Yeah.. of course Sorry I said hugging him... Ratliff lifted me up... Do you wanna have a pool party? He says.. smirking.. OMG GREAT IDEA!!! Lets go ask.. I said Come with me Ratliff... Why are you scared to go by yourself? Nooo hold my hand to make Riker jealous. It's all about the strategy. Okay... He says walking down stairs.. Hand in hand... We walked up to Stormie and Mark.. and let go of our hands... Hey Stormie and Mark! Is it okay if we have a pool party? They look at me... Of course sounds fun!! I'll start making food and setting things outside... WOO I said high fiving Ratliff... Lets go tell the others! I say trying to not lock mine and Rikers eyes.. I avoided him.. it was very very very hard... 

  We walk upstairs.. WE CAN HAVE A POOL PARTY!!!!! I say jumping on Rydel's bed!! I need to go get my bathing suit on!! RYDEL COME WITH ME. She got up running down stairs with me! ILL BE BACK IN A MINUTE Rydel said Running out the door. We were walking down the street to my house... Is it weird I still have feelings for Riker.. after what he did? I ask... Noo It's not... Dude... Ratliff feels the same way with Kelly.. i've never had a boyfriend.. so I don't know how your feeling.. She says laughing.... one of these days... hopefully you don't know how i'm feeling... Hopefully someone will be just right to you. And I think.. it's Ratliff.. I look at her... He likes you... And I know you like him... Well yeah I do! But he has feelings for Kelly still. She said... Sweetie... he'll lose those feelings.. when you tell him.. you have feelings for him. I smile... It all goes away... Mine will eventually go away. It's just life. I say walking into my house... Okay.. let me get changed and then we'll go back.. and PARTYYYY... I wore a Converse Bathing suit.... which had Like a whole bunch of shoes on the bikini.. and the bottoms.. it's awesome! And delly wore Hello kitty!!! 

 We walked back over to The Lynch's... EW... Of course Christina is there in her bathing suit... I walked out the back... Not paying attention to Riker... HEY! I say to Rocky... Hellooo! Do you wanna go swimming? Yeah ShoR (PUNS) Rocky pushes me in.. but then I grab his arm pulling him in with me.. HAAHAH GOT YOU BACK!!!! I said swimming away... I got pulled underwater... and then kissed by someone... IT WAS RIKER.. I tried getting back up.. and eventually succeded... DUDE WHAT ARE YOU DOING I say walking away! DUDE YOU DONT LIKE ME THATS WHY YOU CHEATED ON ME... WHAT DONT YOU UNDERSTAND YOU BROKE ME.. DONT COME CRAWLING BACK AND ACTING LIKE EVERYTHING IS FINE.. THIS CHRISTINA WHORE IS ONLY HERE FOR SEX WTF WHO EVEN DOES THAT SHE'LL EVENTUALLY LEAVE... AND I WONT COME BACK FOR YOU.. YOU BROKE MY HEART! I say getting out of the water... Riker came chasing after me.. SHE IS A MISTAKE he says... OH REALLY??? I say... WHY ARE YOU HAVING SEX WITH HER THEN? ANSWER THAT... I walked away... BECAUSE SHE MADE ME FEEL LOVED... He said. getting out of the pool.. I stood in front of him....And I didn't make you feel loved.. I STILL FUCKING LOVE YOU WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT I STILL HAVE FEELINGS FOR YOU.. I WANT YOU OKAY BUT YOU HAD TO CHEAT.. AND NOW LOOK AT US.. We're fighting... WE ARE FIGHTING... I went up... and slapped Christina.. THIS IS WHAT YOU GET FOR TAKING THE ONE I LOVED... AND ONLY USING HIM FOR SEX.. YOU FUCKING WHORE.. i say walking away... I walked out of that house... Proud as ever... And went to sit down on my steps... 

 Omg... I let everything out... and it felt amazing... Now he knows how I feel... And that whore.. she deserved that.. I should of punched her.. but I think a slap is okay for now ;D I seen Riker walking over here... I'm sorry for everything.. Okay... I'm sorry. I look at him.. and got up... Dude... You broke me... Yeah I still have feelings for you... Yes I still love you.. after all this.. I still want you... but you cheated... and that is going to far... Oh and she deserved that slap... I said walking away back to the party... Kennedy! I'm sorry... he says.. well.. Sorry doesn't cut it. I walked into the house.. walking past Christina... and seeing that red print on her face... I tried not to laugh.. but I did... but she just gave me a death stare.. and walked away... I WON THIS ONE BITCH.. I say... Walking out to Rydel... OMG... I just slapped that bitch.. everything I said to Riker... was so true... I can't get over him... but i'm trying... HE walks back out... but with Christina... UGh why won't she leave... She makes my life worse.