My teenage life (Riker Lynch/ Life Fanfic)

Chapter 22: Bad Dreams? Or bad life?

A/N: Thanks for reading!!! Please comment and vote! Thanks XOXO ~ Kennedy 

 I woke up in the middle of the night sweating and my heart rate going really fast. It was 3:00 am when I woke up.. I had a bad dream... I layed my head back down... looking at the ceiling of my bunk... just thinking of the dream... Matt and Riker were in the dream... plus Ross and Rocky... I was walking down this alley... deep and dark... creepy I think to myself... I was there... to meet someone.. and it was Ross... I heard rustling behind me.. looking back and not seeing anyone... until I turned back around I seen Riker and Matt sitting right in front of me.... Just staring at me... I ran away because they were scaring me... They ran after me... and Ross... but when I started running I seen Rocky right in front of me and Ross... and then he punched me.. causing me to get knocked out... IDK why they were in my dream... I looked at Ross.. getting dragged away by Matt me trying to get up but I couldn't.... because riker was on top of me.. he pulled out a knife and stabbed me where it hurts... The heart. 

  I layed there... bleeding and dying... BUT THEN I WOKE UP... not knowing where they took Ross... That was so messed up... I dreamed about it again and again but I kept dying before I knew where they took Ross... I opened my eyes and screamed I got up... but then hit my head on the top of my bunk... I woke everyone up because of that scream... Riker got up and opened my curtain. Are you okay? He asks in his sleepy voice... Yah i'm fine.. had a bad dream... he closed my curtain and went back into his bunk... I couldn't go to sleep.. so I just got my phone plugged headphones in and listened to Rikers voice in Say You'll Stay.... that wouldn't even make me fall asleep... I got out of my bunk.. and went back into the living room area... turning on the tv... I turned it to Disney Channel And Austin and Ally was on.. Just listening to Ross' voice made me fall asleep.. I fell asleep back there.. on the couch.. all by myself... 

 But then I woke up again.. I drempt about the past... UGH the past is haunting me... I can't let it go... AGHHH... after this point I stayed up.. looking outside seeing the darkness grow lighter... Everyone woke up at 8... I looked like a Zombie omg... I didn't feel safe falling back to sleep.. will this actually happen... Nah I laughed and got rid of that stupid idea in my head... bringing up lyrics in my head from One Republic the song was called Prodigal... That seemed to calm me down... 

Riker walked back looking at me... staring out the window.. singing Prodigal... Hey? He said walking in... Um Hi I said not taking my eyes off the window... Um are you okay? He asks sounding worried... Yah why? I asked kind of laughing but then my voice died down... Oh maybe because you woke up from a bad dream screaming and now your sitting back here looking like you haven't slept in ages.. and looking out this little window... to nothing.. just moving trees, plus singing One Republic... That song is kind of sad he said while looking worried... I looked at him... Babe I'm fine... I got out the piano taking my eyes off of him... and started playing Say You'll Stay... it soothed me. 

Riker's POV: 

I walked away.. unsure of what she just tried sliding past me... She is worried about something.. ahh I won't pressure her into telling me.. she'll get pissed or something.. I looked at Isabel half asleep... Um hey Izzy i say sitting next to her grabbing my coffee off the table... Hi she says in her raspy voice Do you wanna talk.. she asked looking at me.. Um yeah actually.. I'm worried about Ken she is acting weird... She had a bad dream and she has been acting weird all this morning.. sleep deprived... and just looking out that empty window... She looked at me She does that all the time when she has bad dreams... She tries watching Tv but it never works.. even listening to you guys didn't make her budge... She would just stay up until she thought the dream was out of her mind.. she is speechless after the bad dreams.. she looks like a zombie I say to her... Yah haha that's from not sleeping... Well Thanks for telling me I laugh and get up... walking back there. 

Kennedy's POV: 

Riker was walking back here... I was still playing the Key Board and singing Say You'll Stay... looking out the window... not even hitting the wrong keys... He walks in joining in with me.. grabbing the guitar.. I knew he knew what was going on... Just to calm me down... he sings and plays with me.. the song was over... I got up and went up in the front... sitting next to Izzy laying my head on her shoulder... UGH this dream keeps replaying in my head I say to her... Sweetie.. let it go!!! Okay. I listened to what she said... I'm trying to... but it isn't working.... Where are we playing at tomorrow? I ask.... Rocky speaks up well we're playing in Colorado.. our home town... I smile awesome!!!! Soooo... are ya'll going to see your family? I say kind of unsure. Yah we always do Ross said smiling... I thought to myself... Hmmm are they gonna like me and Izzy? Or just think of us as one of those girls that comes and goes. 

 I've never been so scared of a dream before. I don't feel safe.... I started talking out loud... I'm home sick... I think I need to go home for a while... after this show... I need to go home and take care of my mom.. They all looked at me with blank faces... and that's when I walked back and started playing the Key Board... I heard someone talk over it... Why would you want to leave? Why? We're in the middle of our world tour.... The fans will be devistated if they don't see you. I looked back.. seeing Ratliff saying all that stuff... You have Brandon And Savannah.. Plus Izzy.. I think they'll be okay.