My teenage life (Riker Lynch/ Life Fanfic)

Chapter 23: Colorado! And a little boy?

A/N: These past couple chapters have been lame... and boring! So This chapter.. is gonna be better! Just listen to what the little boy has to say.. To me! Please comment and vote Thanks XOXO ~ Kennedy 

 We arrived in Colorado! Our venue was outside... and it was kind of Chilly... but I didn't care Haha I already think my heart is cold anyways. :( We came to a house.. and stopped... Um where are we I ask. Riker laughs This is my grandparents cabin! Dude... we're going to see Santa. (This is from a R5 TV) Riker winks and gets out... Um okay? I say walking out with him... he grabs my hand.. he hasn't done that in forever. I turn to him.. causing him to stop and look at me... We haven't kissed in forever it feels like... Well if you would like that to change come at me.. I smile biting my lip.. and lean in putting everything into that kiss it felt so good... and then we both pulled back... I want you he says whispering in my ear I smile I want you too... We walk down the road and come across a huge cabin.. I start to talk I remember this... In a R5 TV a couple years ago!! RYDEL I yell... Can we do a R5 TV... Um she looked back confused... we haven't done that in a while.. I know but the fans would enjoy it.. you know I am in the #R5Family I smile. Okay we will do it later.. she smiled and turned back around... We have a show in 2 hours... I need to get ready... I tell Riker... but my stuff.. is in the fucking bus!!!! I run back and grab my suit case...AGHHH this is heavy.. can you carry it please... Yeah Riker said Thank you.. So does your family here... like have instruments? He smiles... YES! But they are old.. haha so we bring our own in... Ohhhh Lol makes more sense... 

*1 hour later* 

All of us were ready so... we still had extra time... So Rydel got on the piano there Grandparents had.. and I got a guitar.. and then we started playing a Old song from R5! It was "What do I have to do" I loved this song so much!!! It was awesome just everything about the song made me smile... I was wearing a sweat shirt.... and then my frigging sleeve rolled down I hesitated looking at Stormie and covering my scars... OMG That was close. WE GOTTA GO I heard Ryland say!!! We gotta be at the venue by 5 and it's 4.... so the fans will be waiting there for about 3 hours.. and then another hour in the venue. 

 We drove there and the line was full of beautiful people! We parked the bus... I walked out and went to the line of fans.. they all hugged me asked for autographs and plus pictures haha! I was the only one that did this... because if R5 came out they would be like eaten by a crowd of loive struck fans. But I felt a little boy poke me... and of course my frigging shirt rolled up... Hi sweetie.. he looks at my wrist and asks me.. By the way his name was Anthony he was probably 8.. But yeah he asked me 

Are you an angel? He asked. 

Me: What? 

Anthony: My mom told me that those who have marked wrists are angels.

Me: I'm not an angel 

Anthony: Of course you are! Mom said that only angels harm themselves because they don't like life on Earth. This world is destroying them so they try to return to heaven again. They are too sensitive to the pain of others of their own. 

Me: You know... Your mom is very wise 

Anthony: Thank you. She's also an angel but she has already returned home. 

I look at him.. starting to cry... OMG... So you mean... she is in heaven right now? I ask him

He looks at me with sad eyes... Yes... can you please stop harming yourself... I looked at him... Of course I will these are old scars.. Okay don't worry I get low down to him... I hugged him tight... I know how you feel losing someone I say... don't ever lose your heart.. because what you said right there.. proved your gonna make a difference in the world.. and I love you. Okay? He looks at me.. you really do love me? Yes... your helping me out... you deserve to be loved.. I kissed his cheek... stay true to yourself... and keep helping others. I walk away letting go of his hand and walking back into the venue. 

Wow.. I say to myself.. he is like 8 and he already knows how the world works... i was still crying.. that was beautiful... He knows what he is talking abotu I say to myself.. well now I have to wait fucking 4 hours to even go on stage... He guys I say walking in the break room... i'm gonna go walk around Colorado... anyone wanna join? i ask... Riker popped up might as well.. we'll be sitting here for 4 hours... I walked out with him holding my hand... we walked out Me trying to hide Riekr from the fans.. it worked haha... we walked across the road... Not paying attention... and that's when the worst thing happened.. we both got hit.. by a speeder.. he was drunk.. and not paying attention.. i remember everything going black... and just holding Rikers hand. WHAT THE HELL?? Why do I always get hit.. but now we both did... FUCKING IDIOTS.. I remember being in a hospital... those fucking same old blinding lights... cold room... Riker was in the same room as me... I moved the curtain seperating us... I looked at him... he looks okay.. but me.. I could barely move. What's gonna happen now? The Lynch's came... seeing them run into the room.. and then I fell asleep. Not knowing if I could open my eyes. Just hoping i'm strong enough. Just waiting. Sitting in this bed.. hopeless.... trying to hold Riker's hand... but I couldn't.