The Alpha's Broken Runt

Twelve ~ Torture

~Eleanor~
Theodore smiles and I growl. "Don't get any ideas, I'm staying for my wounds, not for you," I sneer and his smile falls.

"Theodore why don't you go get some food for Eleanor? I'm sure she's hungry," He stares at me for a moment before nodding his head and turning around, once the door closes Lillian turns towards me.
"You could be a bit nicer, it is his pack you are staying in," I roll my eyes and she sighs. "Look, I know your emotions are turned of. . at least most of them. . but try, okay? He has serious anger issues, even if he won't admit it, and things can get bad if they get out of control, so just don't be completely stubborn, okay?" I roll my eyes again but nod. I don't know how bad it gets for him, but I know it scares packs when their Alpha is really ticked off.

"Scottie? What's wrong with daddy?" I question my brother and he looks down at my five year old self's small form. "He's just upset Eleanor."
"Don't talk to be like that again Jake!" I hear my father growl loudly, yelling at our Delta who had simply asked where our Luna was. . speaking of which. .
"Scottie?" I question, looking up at my brother, "Hm?"
"Where's mommy?" I question and I see his breath hitch in his throat.

"She's. . out. . " He trails off. "Doing what?" He looks at me sadly. "We're not sure Eleanor, and we're not sure when mom is going to be back either, okay?" I nod my head and look down, even as a five year old, I knew something was wrong, and I knew our mother was not just out to the store, I didn't know exactly where she was, but I knew it wasn't good.
"Okay Scott. . " I Trail off and Scott's head quickly turns down to look at me, pain in his eyes.
"No no no, Eleanor, mom is going to be fine, I promise," He says, giving me a weak smile and hugging me close, turning so that I am facing the wall and he is looking out towards the open, where the sounds of my father's screams are heard, along with a few crashes, and the sounds of worried, fearful, and sad pack members talking about what we are to do about our Alpha, my dad, who seems to be very angry, very upset.

"Eleanor?" I hear Lillian question and snap out of my thoughts to look at her, seeing her worried filled eyes.
"Are you okay?" I nod my head and turn away, feeling a single tear make its trail down my cheek. It's okay to be sad, Eleanor. I hear Ashley say in my head, her voice filled with pain. No, it's not, all sadness gets you is a weakness and pain. I growl to her and she sighs before leaving.
"I want to go for a run," I say as I quickly stand up, pulling the wires off me, causing the beeping machine to turn into an endless loud noise as I ignore the pain in my ankle begging me to sit back down.
"Eleanor I'm not sure that is such a good idea. ."
"I'll heal faster in wolf form, is all the wolfs bane out of my system?" I question, I've only shifted that one time, that was the first in thirteen years.
"Um, I believe so, you shifted earlier that's for sure, but that might have been because of you determination, sometimes that can out rule wolfsbane and sliver all together.
"If it is can I go for a run??" I question. "Um. . So long you promise not to run, Theodore will kill me if I'm the one that lets you go." I like Lillian, I wouldn't want Nightly mad at her. Someone feeling a bit of emotion? I hear Ashley say hopefully and I growl. No, I just don't want her getting hurt. I growl and Ashley smirks. That happens to be emotion, Eleanor. I growl and block her out, hearing her hum quietly.

"I won't run off Lillian, bye!" I say excitedly before turning on my heel and going to the door, I close it behind me and quickly turn right, as I begin to step forwards quickly, I run into something hard, a wall? No, walls don't have arms that wrap around your waist as you fall backwards.
I slowly look up to make eye contact with Nightly, already knowing that my eyes would lock with his deep blue ones as the tingly feeling like lighting spreads through my body from where is arm is wrapped firmly around my waist. I ignore the sound of a plate crashing to the ground and push off of him.
He tightens his grip and panic floods through my body as I shove at him harder.