A new me

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~Delilah POV~

Broken...

That is how I feel right now. Not only did he accuse me of something so absurd, but he continually called me names that I would have never even dreamed of putting in my vocabulary... Ok maybe that wasn't so accurate.

But my point, he acted like we never loved each other. He acted like every other guy who I ever trusted, they all ended up breaking me. But this time I don't think I can handle it.

Then it hit me.

The baby

What am I going to do raising a baby alone having little to no experience with any of this.

No

No you must not be like that Delilah. The voice inside my head told me. If you were to go back there what is he going to do huh? Call you names, hit you, hate on you, avoid you like the black plage, or worst of all deny the child! No that is not going to happen. The thought of my unborn child being denied of the love he/she deserves is just unbearable.

No I'm going to take care of our no my child. And I'm going to give it twice as much love.

But first

I'm gonna need a place to stay, a job, a savings account for my baby, a baby stuff, a bunch of books on how to baby, a... Grrrr

Whaa. Was that. Only then did I realize that I haven't eaten dinner and I don't have a place to sleep so imma need to do that instead of standing here ranting on stuff like I'm doing right now. So I'll do that.

You know what I think this is a start of a very good life with a new life, a new baby, and a new me.

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