*trigger warning*
I'm not mad that the kiss got a little heated. I pulled away before it got any further. "Babe" he carresed my cheek. "C-Colby..." I blushed. "Fuck" he mumbled he ran his fingers threw his hair. "I'm sorry" he said. "It's..." I didn't know what to say without him telling me it's not. "I'll just..go back upstairs.. If you need anything my rooms the second one on the left" he said getting up. "Wait..." "What?" "Stay with me?... Please" "I guess.." He sat back down farther away from me this time. There was another akward silence. "So..." "So..." "Uh, tell me about yourself, you already know basically everything about me" "What else is there other than I'm psychotic?" He sighed. "Well, um, I don't know. How'd you and Sam meet?" "Band class in middle school" "that's nice" "I guess" Once again Akward silence. Colby started muttering things.
Sam's p.o.v
I finally got back, I close the car door and went inside. "(Y/n)?" I called out. "Yeah?" She asked. "Is he still upstairs?" I asked. "Y-yeah" "did something happen?" I asked worried. "I-I don't know..." She said. Oh god, I hurried upstairs and knocked on his door. "Colby?" "Just leave me alone" he was crying. I turned the knob it was locked. "Colby, come on open the door!" I banged a little. The door opened, he hughed me. "What happened?" I asked hugging him back. "I scared her again..." He cried. "Don't cry" I said rubbing his back. "I'm so fucking stupid" he said. "No you're not" "yes I am" he pulled away. "Colby -" I saw the blood, oh god. "Colby" I took him to the bathroom. "I'm sorry" he sniffled as I got the first aid kit out. "I told you I wanted you to stop..." (Solby moments 👌) "I know..." "Then why'd you do it again?" I took his arm and dabed it with a washcloth. "I was doing fine with her... Then I-I don't know... I scared her, I didn't want to... But I did and I just went back upstairs. I didn't want to hurt her..." He wiped his tears. "Colby just because you didn't want to hurt her didn't mean you had to take it out on yourself..." I wrapped his arm. "I know..." He sighed. "I'm not mad, okay?" "Okay.." "I think you need to take this" I pulled out his pills. "I don't want them..." "You need them, do you want to scare (y/n) again?" "No..." "Then take it" I gave him a pill. He took it got up and hugged me. *time skip*
(Y/n)s p.o.v
Sam told me what happened... I feel so bad... He took his anger out on himself, he should have just hurt me instead.
~Taylor signing off 👻
