I probably just made a bad decision. When we got back, Guess who came over? Brennen, Also Elton. It's so weird to think about it, Colby like acts completely normal when his friends are around, I guess Brennen doesn't know about his problems, I hate to call them that but I really don't know what else to call them. I mean I wouldn't want my friends to know. So I guess we're just hanging out, Kat came over too so I have someone to like talk to other than guys.
Kat and I are the only ones that couldn't drink, the guys had some shots, and I guess they were filming a video? I don't know Elton brought a camera. Kat explained it, Elton like has a youtube channel and stuff, I don't know. But okay then. *time skip*
Colby's acting weird, he's not drunk but he's like not talking as much, maybe he's tired, he's acting really cute though, his arms are wrapped around my waist and his head laid on my shoulder. Elton was texting his girlfriend and Sam and Kat were messing around. And Brennen, he's just Brennen. "I'm lonely" he said. "Don't you have Kobe?" Elton asked. "Yes Elton, I'm going to date my dog" he said. "Well have fun" Elton said. Colby yawned. "I can't even flirt with Colby anymore, that was fucking adorable Bro" he said. "Wha?" I asked. "Brennen, Brolby is dead, just except it" Elton said. "Fuck man" he said. Colby chuckled "sorry man" he said. "Rip" Brennen said. *time skip*
After awhile Colby went upstairs, Elton left and now it was just Sam, Kat, Brennen and I. Why does Brennen have amazing eyelashes? Like what the fuck? Why can't I have nice eyelashes like him? But after awhile him and I got to talking, he noticed that Colby's been acting weird for the last couple days. He showed me messages. "This was earlier" he said showing me his phone.
B: hey man
Seen
B: Colby?
C: what?
B: what's wrong?
C: I'm a Dumdass Brennen. All I do is fuck everything up, and you can't say I don't.
B: no you don't, what's wrong?
B: are you okay?
C: No I'm not. I'm never anymore.
B: wym? Do you need me to like come over?
C: No, I deserve to be alone. If my girlfriend doesn't want to be with me now, then you don't either.
B: wait? What?
C: I overreacted earlier about something, and now she probably wants to leave me, proof no one loves me.
B: Don't say that! (Y/n) loves You, she'll probably understand that you didn't mean it
C: she called me a dick. I am one.
"I-I don't want to read this anymore..." I said. "Sorry" he said. "It's fine.." I said. "I'm sorry you probably don't want to talk about it, but I'm just worried about him, he's one of my best friends and I don't want anything to happen to him" he said. "It was my fault about what happened, when you showed up at tender greens I felt kinda invisible, and it was my fault at he got mad at me and I'm mad at myself for it" "I'm sorry, you know I was joking with the Brolby stuff, I'm not actually into him" "oh, sorry, I just, I'm weird when it comes to stuff" "no it's fine, I don't blame you" he said. "I'm still sorry" "Don't be, it's okay, but does he act like that with just you guys?" He said obviously talking about the messages. "Sometimes..." I said. "Like is he okay, okay?" He asked. "Yeah.." I said. "Okay, I'm just a little worried" he said. "I understand" I said. *time skip*
After Brennen left I went upstairs to Colby's room. I smiled seeing him, he's passed out. I changed and got in bed with him. As soon as I did he wrapped his arms around me and pulled me close. "About time" he said laying his head on my chest. "Sorry" I said. "It's okay" he mumbled and I guess he passed out again. I smiled and played with hair.
~Taylor signing off 👻
