I'm so tired, I feel bad for Colby since he was to deal with me taking up the bed. I was almost out until Colby shook me a little. "Hm?" "I love you" he said. "Love you too" I mumbled.
Colby's p.o.v
I feel weird watching her sleep. I mean, I don't know. I feel like she's annoyed with me. It's all my fault. I sighed. But if she loves me then why is she annoyed with me? I mean she was sleeping... Fuck I'm so stupid. I got up and went to Sam's room. "Hey" he said. "Hey" I said. "So, can I talk to you?" I asked. "Yeah" he said. "Do you think (y/n) is just pretending?.." I asked. "What? No, why?" "Well I just, do you think if you kidnapped someone and told them that you loved them, would they love you back?" "Normally I wouldn't kidnap someone, but I would say no but (y/n)s different" "Sam if you didn't say anything about my problems she would have left." "Colby if she was pretending she would have left" "I feel like she is..." "She's not, Colby I know love when I see it" he said. "Really?" "Yes, (y/n) loves you" he smiled. "Thanks Sam, I needed that, it really helps" "I know it does" he yawned. "You know you should go to bed too" he said. "I'll try" I said walking out. I feel better now, I smiled walking in and seeing (y/n) cuddled up with my pillow. She does love me. *time skip*
I don't know why, I just woke up. I was like dead asleep. I smiled seeing (y/n) cuddled up to me. I smiled wrapping my arms around her. I kissed her head. And just like that, I went back to sleep. No idea why, I just did. Being on medication has just changed everything. I miss a lot of things, I miss my mom.. What was I thinking? I just don't... Great job Colby. I hate everything I've done, I wish I could just sometimes go back and make my mom abort me. But I can't. I can't go back, everything would be okay if I could (y/n) would be way happier if she wasn't with me, I hurt everyone. I almost killed Sam, when Corey was still my friend I broke his arm, I almost kill Jake, almost killed (y/n). I'm awful...
~Guys I'm like stuck on this story still
Taylor signing off 👻
