Kat and I went shopping, you know the normal thing girls do. It was really fun, I didn't think we'd be gone that long, my phome died and I texted Colby off Kat's phone and he doesn't seem happy.
Y: Hey Colbs, my phone died so Kat let me use her's we're coming back soon
C: Just get your ass back now.
Y: Oh okay, we're leaving now calm down please
C: Just get back here okay.
Y: okay, okay
So yeah. This isn't going to be fun when I get home. "Thanks Kat" I said when she pulled up in their driveway. "No problem (y/n)" she chuckled, I grabed my bags and we got out and went inside. Kat went to the kitchen and I decided to go upstairs to his room. I opened his door slowly. "Hey.." I said coming in. "You didn't say you'd be gone this long." He said. "I didn't know we would, we lost track of time I'm sorry" I said. He just sat there and rolled his eyes. "Colby don't start please.." I said. "What?" He snapped at me. "I just wanted to go have fun, am I not allowed to go do that?" "All I'm just saying is that you should have told me your phone died sooner" "I didn't notice as soon as it happened, okay I'm sorry" "There are things called chargers (y/n)" "I didn't have one okay, look I just wanted to go out and have fun and I didn't want to come home to you being a dick for no reason" "I'm not, I need to know what you're doing" he said. "You don't need to know what I'm doing 24/7 Colby" "yes I fucking do!" He yelled. "Don't fucking yell at me... I'm sorry" I said. "Just..I-Fuck" he just walked out. I just stood there for a little then went and plugged my phone it. I'm sick of this. He can't just fucking yell at me for some stupid reason. I looked over hearing a knock on the door. "Uh hey.. You okay?" Jake asked. "Yeah.." I said. "You don't look it" he said coming in. "I know..." "Does that happen a lot?" He asked. "It just happens sometimes" I sighed. "I'm sorry..." He said. "Don't be I'm use to it" I said. "Well I still feel bad, I'm not being mean or anything but I think you could do better then him" he said. "What?" I asked. "I think you should find someone better" "Jake it's not like I can, I love him and he loves me even when he does things like this. He can't help the way he is..." I said. "I know he can't but I know you don't want to put up with this all the time" he said. "Jake I can deal with it okay. I don't want to be with anyone else" I said. "Colby's lucky to have someone like you" he said. "Thanks I guess" I said. "Want me to go talk to him?" He asked. "If you want" I said. "I'm gonna" he said. "Okay" *time skip*
My phone was charged and I saw the messages that Colby sent earlier.
C: hey baby how's it going?
C: (y/n)?
C: what are you doing?
C: Why the fuck aren't you answering?
C: Get your ass back here now.
C: (y/n) now.
I hate him sometimes, I can't help it but I do. This is why, but as much as I want to leave still I just can't. I choose to stay for him, I really love him. Even after all of the things that have happened between us, I don't want to leave him. He's the best guy I've been with and I don't want to be with someone else. I sighed and went downstairs to try and find him. "You okay?" Kat asked. "Yeah" I said. "I'm sorry" she said. "It just happens" I sighed. "I know, it's my fault" Colby said walking up to me. "No it's not" I said. "I freaked out for no reason of course it's my fault. I'm really sorry, I just can't help it" he said. "You can't help it which doesn't make it your fault" "I still yelled at you for something stupid" he sighed. "It's okay" I said. "No baby it's not. I just wanted to make sure you were coming home soon and I yelled at you because your phone died" "And you didn't know it died so it's okay" I said "I'm sorry I just overreacted for no reason" "Colby it's okay, it really is" "It's not really but I guess" he sighed. "Okay guys just kiss and make up" Kat chuckled. "I'm really sorry baby" he hugged me. "It's okay" I said hugging him back. "Okay" he smiled and kissed me. "I love you" he said pulling away. "I love you too" I smiled and kissed him again. "Aweeee" Kat said.
~Taylor signing off 👻
