I woke up to Colby playing with my hair. "Morning" he said. "Morning" I said closing my eyes again. "What were you and Brennen talking about last night?" He asked. "Just stuff, His dog, you" I said. "Why me?" "Because he told me that Brolby wasn't real and how it was a joke" I chuckled. "Oh" he chuckled. "Yeah, also Kobe is so cute" I smiled. "Yeah he is, he's my son" he said. "Oh" I chuckled. "So what do you wanna do today?" He asked laying his head on my shoulder. "I don't know, anything you wanna do?" I asked. "Nothing really... I'm tired" he said. "I'm sorry" I played with his hair. "It's fine, it's my fault anyways.. Drinking with my meds isn't a good idea" he said. "That's dangerous" I said. "At this point I don't care" He said. "Why?.." "Because..." He said wrapping his arms around me. "I almost lost you yesterday... I know you won't understand how I feel but I love you, just being with you makes me so happy but I know it feels like you don't make me happy but it's just me, I'm just a mess, everything is... And I'm really happy that now I can love you, and I just really want to know (y/n)... Do you really love me?" "Well... Colby you know that I was scared at first, but then just being around you made me trust you, and yesterday I was really sad when I left, I was going to miss you... Because yes Colby I do love you, and I'm not just saying it to make you happy.." "Okay... I was just wondering" he kissed my cheek and laid his head back on my shoulder. "Yeah" I said. *time skip*
Who knew that me, out of everyone, I can make a person so happy, just being a nobody I've made someone so happy. And I'm so confused by that.
B: Hey, how's Colby doing?
Y: he's good, still tired
B: He always is when we drink
Y: Ohhh
B: yeah don't worry about that
Y: okay
B: Is he like asleep of something? He won't answer me
Y: yeah he is I'm sorry
B: Don't be, he might just have a little hangover
Y: Ohhh yeah
B: Yeahhhh
B: so what are you guys doing today?
Y: Well he asked me that earlier and the answer is nothing
B: Ohh I was gonna ask if I could come over, ya know 3rd wheel and shit but I won't 😂
Y: 😂
Y: I mean you can if you want to, I don't think Colby would mind
B: No I'm good, I'll just hang out with Kobe, he'll never leave me 😂
Y: true 😂
B: Until he decides the couch is more comfortable than my bed
Y: I'm sorry 😂
B: It's fine
Brennen is a big fucking mood.
*time skip*
I went downstairs to get something to eat. Sam wasn't here, no idea where he would be but Kat's here casually. "So you just stay here when he's gone?" I asked. "Yeah, I know I'm weird but whenever I come over he's gone and I just wait for him, he'll be back soon though" she said. "Ohh" I said. "Yeah" she said. "Hey" Colby said coming into the kitchen. "Hi" I smiled, his hair was messy And he was obviously still tired, after a while of him just waiting I decided I should go up with him. "I just want to hold you" he pulled me into his lap as he sat down. I blushed and wrapped my arms around his neck. "I love you" he said in my neck. "I love you too"
~Taylor signing off 👻
