Colby's p.o.v
When I got home I just. I feel like she hates me. I understand why. I just, I need to bang my head against a wall for a little. And I'm serious. I just walked up to the wall and I just placed my forehead against it for a little then "Colby?" Sam asked. "Yeah?" I banged my head a couple times. "Stop" he stopped me. "Why? I just fuck everything up!" "Colby calm down" he said. "When was the last time you took your meds?" "Last night.." "Stay here, okay?" He said. "Okay.." I said sliding my back down the wall and sitting on the floor. He came back with water and my pills. This again, I don't want to live off these for the rest of my life. I just want to let go sometimes... You know.... Leave. But I can't now. Now that I have (y/n) I can't just do that...
Thanks life for giving me a ass ton of problems.
(Y/n)s p.o.v
After a while I guess I got use to being alone again. I'm a little worried because Colby did seem really upset when he left.. I'm just scared, I don't know what could happen. I made him think I hate him, I don't. There was a knock on my door. Oh? I got up and opened the door it was Andy. "You're finally home" he said. "Yeah, sorry" I said and let him in. "So, how's Colby?" He asked. I can tell he's just being nice. "He's good.." I lied, he probably isn't... "Well that's good" he said. Andy why you lyin? I know you hate him. *time skip*
"What he doesn't know won't hurt him" he said. "Yeah no, leave" "oh come on" he said. "Andy I'm sorry but you're just my friend" I pretty much pushed him out the door. "Fine" he said as I closed the door. "Why?" I groaned.
Colby's p.o.v
I miss her and it hasn't been a day. I've already drove by her place like 50 times today. I can't help it, I love her, she's mine. I kept on looking through my phone at the pictures I have of her. Yeah there's a lot. She doesn't really close her windows. I bit my lip seeing the video. Yeah I have a few videos of her changing... I'm fucked up holy shit. "Colby?" I jumped a little. "Yeah?" I asked. "Whatcha watching?" Brennen asked. "Nothing, just a video on Instagram" I lied exiting out of my gallery. I had Brennen come over to help me get my mind off (y/n). I can't though.
~Taylor signing off 👻
