I don't exactly know where we're going, but I think he doesn't either because all we've been doing so far is just driving around listening to music. "So where are we going?" I asked. "Uh.. You'll see" he said. "Do you even know?" I chuckled. "Kinda, I just wanted to get out of the house" he said. "I get it" I said as his hand crept on my thigh. "I love you" he said. "I love you too" I smiled. After awhile we just bopped to Lil peep because who doesn't? *time skip*
I smiled taking Colby's hand as we got out of the car. Eventually we did find something to do, we drove to the nearest beach and we were just going to walk along the shore, you know the thing that every couple does. Surprisingly there isn't that many people here, it's really nice out too. "Wanna go in?" He asked as we started walking over. "Kinda" I said. "We should go in" "okay" I smiled letting go of his hand and took off my shirt. "This would have been better if we actually brought our swimsuits" I said fixing on of my straps that was falling off my shoulder. "It's whatever, we're still half naked either way" he took off his hoodie. "True" I said and took off my pants. I smiled looking out at the ocean, the water was calm and a beautiful blue which reminded me of Colby's eyes and his blue streaks in his hair. I smiled again feeling his arms wrap around me from behind. "Ready?" He asked. "Yeah" I said about to take his hand I kinda squealed a little as he picked me up bridal style. "Colby put me down" I laughed. "Nope" he said walking into the ocean. "Oh my god, don't drop me!" I said laughing still. "Aw why not?" He asked stopping with the water right above his knees. "Because it's going to be cold. "Baby it's not that bad" he kissed my cheek and dropped me into the water. Fuck you Colby it is cold! I gasped standing up. "What's wrong?" He laughed a little. "It is cold!" I said. "Oh sorry" he chuckled. "It's not funny when the waters going to hit your dick" I splashed him making him gasp. "Oh fuck you" he said making me laugh. *time skip*
I haven't been to a beach in forever, we need to start going more because today was amazing. Sadly we didn't have any towels but it's whatever. I have Colby's hoodie now so I'm really warm now. We're going to get food soon and Colby said he wanted to go back home yet so we're doing something after we eat I guess. Today has gone by so fast, the suns going to go down in like two hours so I really hope we can watch that somewhere. But we just went to McDonald's and for once didn't go through the drive thru so we're just going to sit and eat. We got in, waited in line for a little and ordered. Colby waited for our food while I got our drinks and picked somewhere to sit. I sat down in a booth by the window and got on my phone and waited. Colby and I took some pictures while we were at the beach and they look really good. I'm normally not that person who wants to take pictures but today I was. After a little Colby came and sat across from me with our food and we ate. "Today has been really fun Colbs" I smiled. "It really has babe, we need to do this more often" he said. "Yeah, I kinda hate being at the house all the time" I said. "I know you do, I do too I'm sorry I just, I know I'm not the best boyfriend and I still have that feeling you're going to leave me" he said. "Colby I've told you so many times that I'm not going to. Remember when you weren't really paying attention to me for awhile? That's when I wanted to... That's only because I thought you didn't want me anymore, but I'm still here because I really do love and care about you. And every relationship has their ups and downs it's just a part of being a couple I guess" I said. "I guess they do, I don't really know since I've only had one girlfriend before you. The day I got dumped was the day I first saw you and you made my day so much better" he smiled. "Really?" I asked. "Yeah" "You know you've never really told me the whole story of that day" I said. "Well I might as well tell you know" he said.
*flashbackkkkkk time*
Colby's p.o.v
I just got dumped. That's great, makes me feel even more like shit. My first girlfriend and I got together back when I just turned 21. Well not my first girlfriend technically in high school I had like three girlfriends but I don't count those. But whatever, I was only dating her for like four months but then she broke up with me and yeah. Not gonna lie I did cry because I'm a bitch and it hurt because she said she loved me and that I wasn't messed up to her. But looking back at it now it's whatever. Not everyone was made to fall in love with a person and I'm just that guy I guess. Whatever I wanted coffee for once so I went to starbucks. I walked in and waited in line. My eyes wondered the menu, but I was still just going to get a normal coffee. After I waited I finally got to order and get my coffee. I was going to sit down when she just caught my eye. Woah... I just sat down and couldn't keep my eyes off her. She was sitting alone on her phone. She looked sad, I wanted to go and try to talk to her but was I going to? Nope. I just couldn't help myself. I managed to get a couple good picture of her from a far. I know I'm weird for doing this but I've never seen someone as beautiful as her. There was just something about her that just drawn me towards her. Just wow. I waited there till she got up and left. I followed her from a far and that's when my obsession for this beautiful human began.
*flashback overrrrr*
(Y/n)s p.o.v
"Oh yeah, I remember now" I smiled. "Yeah, sorry for being a stalker but look how far we've come" he smiled. "Yeah" I said. After we ate Colby drove to a spot where we could watch the sun set yay. I smiled sitting on the hood of his car, he sat next to me and wrapped his arm around my waist and I put my head on his shoulder. *time skip*
We got home around like 9:30ish and Jake didn't burn the house down that's great. We went up to Colby's room and I was really tired so I just put on my pajamas which was just his hoodie and no pants. I came back from the bathroom and saw Colby's face in his hands at his desk. "Colby? Are you okay?" I asked. "No.." He said. "Why? What's wrong?" I wrapped my arms around his neck from behind. "I don't know, I was perfectly fine then all of a sudden I get hit with everything" he wiped his eyes. "I'm sorry, don't cry please" I said. "Baby I can't help it" he unwrapped my arms and he stood up. "It's okay-" "(y/n) you know it's not. I just had the best day ever and now I'm just breaking down, no matter what I do it's always the same" he sighed. "Come here" I pulled him into a hug. I smiled as he hugged me back tightly. "Thank you, for everything.. I love you" he said. "I love you too" I said. We just stood there hugging for awhile. He chuckled letting his hand go down my back and grabbed my butt. "Hey" I chuckled. "What?" He asked. "Nothing" I said and yawned. "Come on" I said taking his hand pulling him to the bed. We both laid down and I cuddled up to him putting my head on his chest. "What would I do without you babygirl?" He wrapped his arms around me. "I don't know, let's not think about that okay?" I kissed his cheek. "Okay" he said. I smiled messing with his hair a little bit. "You need to re-dye your hair" I said. "I know" he chuckled. I smiled and kissed him softly, he kissed back caressing my cheek.
~Taylor signing off 👻
Sorry I haven't updated in forever
