"Colby..." I bit my lip. He stoped and looked up at me. "Didn't think you'd wake up.." He licked his lips. "Why?.." I blushed. "I couldn't resist" "Oh..." This is fucking akward. "Can I?" He asked. "No.." "I'm sorry..." He said pulling up my panties and pants. "I just... I love you and I just really wanted to do it.. I'm rushing things I know..." "We just need to take things slow..." I said. "I know.. I'm sorry, I'll just" he got up. "No..." "I need to go fucking swallow pills." He said walking out. I got up and followed him. "Just stay here. I'll be back" "Colby wait" I grabed his arm. "What!?" "Can I go with you?.." "No" he walked out the front door I followed him "Go back inside" he said. "But-" "Go back inside!" He yelled. "Okay..." I looked down then went back inside. He slammed his car door and drove off. "Colby..." A tear escaped my eye. Why is so hard?...*time skip*
It's been hours... He hasn't answeres my texts. Sam finally did though.
S: Colby's fine, we just had some troubles. Everything's okay
Y: oh okay
S: I'm sorry (y/n)
Y: it's fine...
S: Do you want me to come get you?
Y: I don't know...
S: okay.. Well if you want to I'll come get you whenever you want to
Y: okay, thanks
Why me out of everybody? Everything is so fucking confusing... I thought everything was fine but of course it's not. Fucking story of my life. I shouldn't be crying over this. Why am I crying? I don't know how to feel anymore. He can't help it...I can't either. I sniffled wiping my eyes. My phone started ringing. It's Colby... I hesitated a little before answering it. "Hello?.." "Why are you crying?" "I'm not.." "Bullshit, I can tell. It's because of me isn't it?" "No.." "Don't lie." "Okay, it is..." "I knew it..." "Colby please come back...." "Baby I want to but I can't..." "Why?" "I just can't" "Why?" "Sam won't let me out of the house" "Colby please.." "I'll see what I can do... I love you (y/n)" "I love you too.." "Okay.. Bye" "bye.." I hung up and wiped my eyes again. "I'm a fucking crybaby" I said.
~Taylor signing off 👻
