Forever Waiting || Yoonmin

Chapter 57 - Please be okay

"Jiminie!" Yoongi whines from my bed. I glance behind momentarily to look at him, his lower lip was pouting outwards as he lay on his stomach staring at me with big round eyes.

"What?" I chuckle, turning back in my chair to finish off any last minute editing I had to do for my project.

"Give me attention." He wails, I sigh, a small smile spouting on my lips as I shut my laptop over, deciding to work on my project later.

I get up from my desk chair, wandering over to the moping boy before joining him on top of the covers. I lay on my stomach just like Yoongi is, leaning in while wrapping my arms around his neck and resting my head on the side of his.

"Okay. You can have all my attention." I coo into his ear, leaving light kisses on his cheek closest to me.

He somehow manages to trap me underneath him, his face coming closer to mines.

Our lips almost touching,

"I wanna take a nap." He whispers before moving away from me, smirking at my stunned face before crawling towards the top of my bed.

"Yah!" I shout at him while he climbs under the sheets, snuggling into my bed. I sigh before joining him, laying on my side facing him.

His eyes were closed but I knew he was still awake. I watch him for a while, taking in the small details on his face, how he no longer had that glow in his skin anymore. He was always tired now so whenever we did stuff like go on dates or hangout, it would only be for a short time otherwise he would collapse from exhaustion.

I started making him just hangout at each of our houses so that if he did fall asleep, he would be comfortable.

"When you're quite finished watching me." He mumbles, his eyes still closed but I could hear the faint amusement in his voice. I chuckle running a hand down his face before playing with his hair.

I chew on my lower lip, glancing away before back at him. I wanted to ask him but was too afraid of what his answer might be.

I breathe in through my nose before letting the air escape my lips,

"Yoongi?" I quietly whisper,

"Hmm?" He replies back. I could tell that he was getting really tired, his hand weakly snakes around my waist, pulling me closer to him.

I thought for a second,

Should I really bring it up right now?

I gulp knowing if I don't now then I probably wouldn't later.

"W-what are you going to do? The surgery I mean. A-are you going to go through with it?"

There was a stillness in the room, Yoongi didn't reply to me making me think he might have fallen asleep already.

I exhale, settling closer to his cold body while closing my eyes.

"Yes." I jump a little at his suddenness, I move my head back enough to try and see his face properly.

"I'm going through with the surgery."

I blink, I wasn't sure whether I was happy or not to hear that.

"But what happens if it doesn't go well?" I choke, holding back the tears,

"It's will." He smiles, his eyes still closed. he leans forward leaving a kiss on my lips before digging his head back into the pillow.

I let him sleep as I continue to stare at him,

I hope everything goes well.

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