June 12, 2014
Dear Zayn,
Liam said I should keep a journal to write my feelings in... well it's been almost two weeks since you died, and I'm a mess. I can't believe that your gone. I just can't...process it all. I wake up every morning and expect you to be here, laying next to me, waiting for me to open my eyes. And every time I remember what happened...I just break down. I can't live knowing your not coming back. We were suppose to be forever, Zayn! What ever happened to that?! You said said forever and always...you left me. I miss you so fucking much. I can't function without you. All I do is lay here in bed, snuggling with your shirts. The boys are getting worried about me, but there's nothing to be worried about.
I love you,
Nialler xx
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Dear Zayn
RomanceAfter the death of Zayn, Niall goes to a very dark place and struggles with suicidal thoughts and actions. Can he find happiness again? Read Niall's journal entrys and go through the treacherous journey of depression and get his view of loss and pa...
