June 17, 2014
Dear Zayn,
I think I'm going insane. When I woke this morning, you were there. It was like the old times when we would wake up to eachother. But when I went to go kiss you, you disappeared. I broke down. The boys tried calming me down, but I pushed them away. I don't know why I push them away...I see the hurt in their eyes when I do, but I just want you. That's all I want...I should be the one who's dead, not you. You were gonna be a singer...it was your dream! Now, you can't, because of me. Why did I have to text you? I will always blame myself for your death. Always...Zayn, please come back. I can't live without you.
Your baby,
Niall
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Dear Zayn
RomanceAfter the death of Zayn, Niall goes to a very dark place and struggles with suicidal thoughts and actions. Can he find happiness again? Read Niall's journal entrys and go through the treacherous journey of depression and get his view of loss and pa...
