February 18, 2015
Dear Zayn,
They found out about the cutting again. I don't know how though. I was so careful! Liam told Dr. Isaac who had a serious talk with me today. He said that if I keep up with this, I'll be sent back to the hospital. I hate everyone! They just don't understand! I just want to die. Louis took away all of my blades and I have to sleep with one of them every night. I hate getting treated like a two year old. But I do like the comfort I get from them. I'm gonna miss them when I'm gone.
Love,
Ni Ni
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Dear Zayn
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