August 19, 2014
Dear Zayn,
I was finally able to look through your phone. You had pictures of me that I didn't even know you had taken! You were always so sneaky...I miss that. I miss you. There were so many pictures of us and videos. I can't take it much longer. Everything hurts...I can't explain the hurt that I feel. I don't even want to wake up in the morning anymore. With you not here, I can't breath. I feel like a fish that isn't in water. I don't belong here without you. We were gonna be so happy together...we were gonna adopt and...I can't take it anymore, Zi. I think I want to be done with this game...life.
Ni
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Dear Zayn
Roman d'amourAfter the death of Zayn, Niall goes to a very dark place and struggles with suicidal thoughts and actions. Can he find happiness again? Read Niall's journal entrys and go through the treacherous journey of depression and get his view of loss and pa...
