June 14, 2014
Dear Zayn,
The boys have sent me to a counselor. They say that it will help me, but nothing can help me. I'm ruined, broken. I wish I could see your face again...I wish I could feel your touch and feel your lips on mine. Why did you have to reply to my text that night? Why couldn't you have waited until you stopped driving to respond? It's all my fault...if only I didn't text you. I didn't know you were driving! Why couldn't you have waited...you would still be alive, Zayn! You could be here with me instead of being dead! Zayn, I need to see you again. Please come back to me. I miss you so much.
Niall
xoxox
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Dear Zayn
RomanceAfter the death of Zayn, Niall goes to a very dark place and struggles with suicidal thoughts and actions. Can he find happiness again? Read Niall's journal entrys and go through the treacherous journey of depression and get his view of loss and pa...
